Sunday, April 30, 2006
4/30/2006 09:14:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
heyy...
ok today i had the piano group class and it sucked. Totally sucked.. Gosh i could just embarrass myself infront of two other pro asses. Out of don't know how many of her students, only three pathetic students came. If i knew, i would not be going too. Arghh.. such a waste of time. But at least i got the chance to go a little shopping today at parkway although it is during the exam period. I really don't know how some people can just stay at home all day to study. I know it is the exams but i mean go have some fun for awhile, just awhile. And i meet some people whom i did not really expect. It is fated i keep asking myself. Heh.. Maybe its just luck.
Today church was kinda fun.. My sis and clare went totally high during mass. And i was being dragged by them. haha.. It was fun thought. Did not go for choir practice today as my sis didnt want to wake up and yeah so i decided to wake up early to study.
I was so nice to my bro cuz i saw him shivering with his small blanket and so i thought i'd be nice and give him my big and nice blanket. haha.. so nice right.. HAHA.. anyway.. talking to shi hui and stacy tan on the phone now.. lol.. anyway... blog later.. cuz im busy talking.. haha... ok bye!
Saturday, April 29, 2006
4/29/2006 06:35:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
heyy..
ok remember the first post i said i won't pin point to anyone? yeah ok i don't mean it. I just can't take it anymore. You are just so sickening! Out of all of us.. you are the one i hate the most. what is the problem with you? Can't you just accept the fact that you are such a two face freak. You are such a mummy's girl. telling your parents won't help cuz you know what? Im not scared of them at all. They can't do anything about it right. Well, maybe they will coming banging on my door step. WAAA so scary. I laugh ah... So what if you are smarter than me? I don't care. You keep saying i am competitive and all... I am not ashamed to show my marks even if they are low. I mean go get a life la. Infront you are just so close to us. But inside you hate us the most. So why bother following us? I know why.. cuz you don't have any other friends to go with! Am i so rightt? HAH..
I think i should stop here. But don't think i like you, cuz i know you don't like me at all.
haiz.. ok.. back to MY life... today was ok... had piano class at 3.30pm. lucky my piano teacher never scold me. I have to go for the group class tomorrow from 5 to 5.45pm. Must play one piece from my exam pieces. sigh.. sure die wan lor.. so embarrassing.. haha.. ok.. so i just studied at home.. managed to finish history two chapters only! AHH.. so going to flunk.. lol..
ok.. now im still thinking of the four of us again (not the one i mentioned on top). Im sorry but i still can't get it off my mind.. What if we change places? It's like i'll die if we part. Im sure many teachers would complain to Ms.Kwan that the four of us cannot sit together anymore. NO WAY... that cannot happen. Help!! At leasy Shi hui agrees with me about what i said on the previous post. I don't know about the other two.. but i don't think they'll think that way too.
ok... gtg now!
Friday, April 28, 2006
4/28/2006 07:27:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
heyy..
ok.. yeah. el and mt exam paper 1. it didnt really sucked at all actually. it went just fine.. thank god.. heh. two more weeks of exams and im finally free. sigh.. now life is going more worse and worse for me.. friendship problems and so on..
Now, the four of us are like breaking apart. It was like we were never meant to be so close. We do have our own cliques and sometimes they just don't understand. Jealousy and hatred would all arise. I never thought this would happen. I thought maybe our cliques would just understand that we are that close. sigh.. And now our cliques sort of want us back. But its like, we are already so close and you can't possibly just ask us to part like that? Maybe the other three don't think that way but i do..
I would be so sad if we would not be able to sit together the next term. We just can communicate although we are four totally different people. like north, south, east and west. i don't really know how to explain the friendship we have. And now with all these problems, we all feel so ditched.. we don't want to ditch this group of four and at the same time we don't want to ditch our other cliques. We are like stuck in the middle. You people reading can never understand what we are going through now.
Our problems are getting worse and worse each day. I shall not say about the rest, i'll just speak for myself. My origanal group of friends were very close together last time. but now we are like backstabbing each other. We would always complain about each other behind their backs. I won't admit that i do that too. But is all this call friendship? I don't think so right! I mean come on, i can't only have four friends in the whole class la. And we are all like two face to each other.. sigh.. how can all of you stand it? I mean i personally cannot. sigh.. i really don't know wad to do..
Let's just leave it to God to do the rest. gtg now!
Thursday, April 27, 2006
4/27/2006 08:46:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
hey guys...
heh.. this is my first blog and i know it kinda sucks.. but thx to shi hui... if not i won't even have one... according to stacy.. i did not like blogging.. but somehow i just wanted to try. ppl need to try new stuffs k stacy.. yeah anyway.. school 's boring today, as usual. going through all the last min stuffs for el. EXAMS!! Ahhh.. so going to flunk. i have not really started studying. sigh..
Anyway, for you info, this blog is shared by me, stephanie, and vanessa. so we three would blog on some days. you know.. take turn.
Well, friendship problems arise again.. it always happens. 'A' does not like 'B' and blah blah blah.. why does this always have to happen to me? Is it really destined for me to have such friends and end up quarreling or is it just me... guess its me.. Heh. Im starting to hate life. I sort of love my life except there's something missing in it. just something and through my 13+ years of sorrow, joy and experience, i still can't find it. Maybe God can help me find the answer to it. Im not pin pointing to anyone.
Well, despite all my troubles, i do still have very very close friends. They are stacy, shi hui and faith. We became very close ever since i changed place at the beginning of the year and sat with them. So now we are like very close buddies. We can tell almost anything to each other and i do trust them. We four sit together and we were always caught by teachers. But we still had alot of fun together. haha.. I just realised that we four are like four different ppl coming together, making one great team. Its that cool. yeah.. haha.. and i really enjoy the time we spent together. It's like we four can't break apart. But we do have our own cliques and the thing is that i scared my clique would ditch me or something. sigh... but yeah. life is still great for me.
So, that's practically my life.
Anyway, today shi hui and stacy came to my house to 'study'. Shi hui came first because stacy had tuition. So me and shi hui was talking about stacy having the gift of many things and being so talented and such an all rounder. yeah.. indeed she is. And then stacy called and said she wanted to come. So to test her directions, i told her to find her way here and come up on her own. But i did not tell my grandma and shi hui asked me to lie to her. I was like no way. I hate lying to ppl. At that time, stacy was already at the void deck. I told my grandma that she was coming and my grandma siad ok! So me and shi hui went down to pick her up. She was angry.. real angry. And she was playing with a black cat! Yuck!! CATS!! I hate them.. heh.. and we went up to 'study'. we did.. but very little. heh..
Anyway.. i gtg now.. blog again another time.
