Thursday, April 27, 2006
4/27/2006 08:46:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
hey guys...
heh.. this is my first blog and i know it kinda sucks.. but thx to shi hui... if not i won't even have one... according to stacy.. i did not like blogging.. but somehow i just wanted to try. ppl need to try new stuffs k stacy.. yeah anyway.. school 's boring today, as usual. going through all the last min stuffs for el. EXAMS!! Ahhh.. so going to flunk. i have not really started studying. sigh..
Anyway, for you info, this blog is shared by me, stephanie, and vanessa. so we three would blog on some days. you know.. take turn.
Well, friendship problems arise again.. it always happens. 'A' does not like 'B' and blah blah blah.. why does this always have to happen to me? Is it really destined for me to have such friends and end up quarreling or is it just me... guess its me.. Heh. Im starting to hate life. I sort of love my life except there's something missing in it. just something and through my 13+ years of sorrow, joy and experience, i still can't find it. Maybe God can help me find the answer to it. Im not pin pointing to anyone.
Well, despite all my troubles, i do still have very very close friends. They are stacy, shi hui and faith. We became very close ever since i changed place at the beginning of the year and sat with them. So now we are like very close buddies. We can tell almost anything to each other and i do trust them. We four sit together and we were always caught by teachers. But we still had alot of fun together. haha.. I just realised that we four are like four different ppl coming together, making one great team. Its that cool. yeah.. haha.. and i really enjoy the time we spent together. It's like we four can't break apart. But we do have our own cliques and the thing is that i scared my clique would ditch me or something. sigh... but yeah. life is still great for me.
So, that's practically my life.
Anyway, today shi hui and stacy came to my house to 'study'. Shi hui came first because stacy had tuition. So me and shi hui was talking about stacy having the gift of many things and being so talented and such an all rounder. yeah.. indeed she is. And then stacy called and said she wanted to come. So to test her directions, i told her to find her way here and come up on her own. But i did not tell my grandma and shi hui asked me to lie to her. I was like no way. I hate lying to ppl. At that time, stacy was already at the void deck. I told my grandma that she was coming and my grandma siad ok! So me and shi hui went down to pick her up. She was angry.. real angry. And she was playing with a black cat! Yuck!! CATS!! I hate them.. heh.. and we went up to 'study'. we did.. but very little. heh..
Anyway.. i gtg now.. blog again another time.
