Friday, April 28, 2006
4/28/2006 07:27:00 PM Y
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♥ -reality check!-
heyy..
ok.. yeah. el and mt exam paper 1. it didnt really sucked at all actually. it went just fine.. thank god.. heh. two more weeks of exams and im finally free. sigh.. now life is going more worse and worse for me.. friendship problems and so on..
Now, the four of us are like breaking apart. It was like we were never meant to be so close. We do have our own cliques and sometimes they just don't understand. Jealousy and hatred would all arise. I never thought this would happen. I thought maybe our cliques would just understand that we are that close. sigh.. And now our cliques sort of want us back. But its like, we are already so close and you can't possibly just ask us to part like that? Maybe the other three don't think that way but i do..
I would be so sad if we would not be able to sit together the next term. We just can communicate although we are four totally different people. like north, south, east and west. i don't really know how to explain the friendship we have. And now with all these problems, we all feel so ditched.. we don't want to ditch this group of four and at the same time we don't want to ditch our other cliques. We are like stuck in the middle. You people reading can never understand what we are going through now.
Our problems are getting worse and worse each day. I shall not say about the rest, i'll just speak for myself. My origanal group of friends were very close together last time. but now we are like backstabbing each other. We would always complain about each other behind their backs. I won't admit that i do that too. But is all this call friendship? I don't think so right! I mean come on, i can't only have four friends in the whole class la. And we are all like two face to each other.. sigh.. how can all of you stand it? I mean i personally cannot. sigh.. i really don't know wad to do..
Let's just leave it to God to do the rest. gtg now!
