heyy..
just came back from band...
This morning i woke up like 9 plus.. heh.. so late.. and then went to eat breakfast and started doing my homework.. but i only did 1 CAJ.. pathetic i know.. haha..
Then i used the com and got ready to go for band.
I met xiao si. natasha and marilyn and poh hun at 1.15pm.. when i was happily looking forward for band.. Claire told me that Erin would not be coming so i had to conduct the band for Sabre Dance. I was like WTH!! tht song was so complicated and difficult.. and i don't een know a single thing.. I made many mistakes like i queued the band too late or too early for the modern dancers. i was so embarrassed.. how i wish i could just dig a big hole and dig my way home.. haiz.. all the pressure was all on me and like if i made a mistake, everyone would have to start all over again. haiz.. my senior was there somemore.. arggh.. It was fun but at the first part i kept making mistakes.. i didn't know why but i felt like crying at tht point in time... haha..
Ms ong was angry with the band today cuz we made to much noise while they were practicing. She scolded us like shit.. lol.. She kept asking me things like as if i was the president or something.. hello.. im just a conductress.. heh..

The 'best' part was that for swan lake there was a long break in between the song, so ms ong decided to ask us to dance.. she wanted two of us to dance.. then erin was choosen cuz she had a little dance background last time. Then nicolette had to spoil the whole thing by saboing me.. so at the end me and erin had to dance.. arghh... so stupid k.. i was like the odd one out there. everyone knew the steps except me.. lol.. so embarrassing.. haiz..
then we practiced until like 5.45 then we were let off from all the dancing.. we were supposed to end at 5pm.

After everything, me and xiao si took the taxi home.. and now im home.. heh..
tml going out with marilyn and natasha, go watch movie.. yeah
ok.. gtg now.. blog another time! Bye!

heyy..
just came back from band and buying my sister's birthday present. It costs.. $xx.xx.. haha..
and xiao si and i took neos again.. lol.. the first two we took was totally awful ok.. yuck.. we were so tanned lor.. haha. here are those that we took..



quite ok la.. haha.. band was urgh today.. Erin and Tara asked me to choose which sec 1 should go to what instrument.. then i was like.. ok.. then Tara went off.. Erin said 'sharon come conduct' i was like wth! i don't even know how to conduct la. haha. It felt real akward.. lol.. the band also not used to see me conduct. The worse part was that i had to teach the sec 1s.. they were so freaking noisy and i didn't want to shout at all... i just raised up my hand and waited for them to shut up. haiz.. They really know how to keep 'quiet'...

Anyway.. before band was the maths olympaid competition.. Our whole class participated and they hired a external teacher to teach us. The thing was that no one ever listened to him. haha.. and we took the competition and everyone practically tikam itkam choose.. unless there were actually people who studied like you know who..

So after the thing.. natasha, angela and i went to the opposite coffee shop to eat roti prata. then later we met marilyn at seven eleven.. then we walked to school together for band.. so.. that was my day...

Heh.. gtg now.. blog another time.. Bye!

heyy...
came back from catholic camp yst. Great to be home! It was fun.. learnt many things but there was one thing i learnt. Heh.. never go to a camp with stephanie. she is such an asshole ok.. Before the camp she was like 'hey sharon you must follow me k.. don't ditch me..' and now who's the one getting ditched? ME. Once she has her friends, she will just ditch you and pretend you weren't there. And when she finds that her friends are not talking to her, she would come finding you. And later dtch you again. What kind of friend is she? I know she is pretty, smart, and desperate for this one guy to like her but her attitude sucks! She won't get anywhere with that. I'll just say two words to her. Good luck. Heh.. Come one! Get real. You are not in lala land where everything you wish for is going to happen.
The camp was fun.. we had several talks but i though that it did benefit. We had talks like 'Special moments', 'When i fall in love', '100% Pure' etc. After every talk we would go into groups and have sharings. I was in the same group as nicole, emilia, genevieve, sarah anne and vanessa and three other facilitators, maria, carel and tiffany. They were very nice ppl. Yup..
We played many games too.. So funny.. haha.. yeah and we slept in classrooms. They took the P.E mats from the hall and we slept on top of it with our sleeping bag.


And after camp i was suppose to go for my piano recital again. But this time my mum helped me.. she called up my teacher and said that i wasn't going and was still in the camp. And our whole family went to watch movie, X-men 3. It was very nice.. haha.. pity the people who did not watch the end after the credits. They showed one quite important part.. an there would be X-men 4. well i hope..

Anyway.. i gtg now.. blog another time. Bye!

heyy..

today was usual, went to church in the morning, did my usual stuffs and went out of church. Clare didn't come today.. she went for big walk. haha.. anyway.. when i got out of church, it started to rain.. yupp..
my dad was suppose to go to work today but he decided to cancel it off due to me and my siblings bugging him. But even if he did go to work, it did not make a difference. I thought maybe he would bring us somewhere nicer instead of some coffee shops again, but instead he brought us to Katong building, which was so boring and practically no one was there. It broke my heart and i was kinda moody after that. I mean if he made the effort to cancel his work, why not just spent the whole day with the family instead of coming home to sleep and his reason was because it was raining! Wth!
Well on the other hand, my mum sided him.. obviously. Weekends are family days! And what do we do? come home and slack! For once i agree with stacy that staying at home is plan boring. I should have gone out with stacy and shi hui instead. Haiz..

Anyway.. there's accension mass on wed or thurs and sadly i can't make it. Wed got band and thurs there's the SAC idol thing, which i felt like going somehow... And i have to do duty for Parent teacher meeting.. dots! After that i'll be meeting steph to go for the catholic camp in school. haiz.. i don't know why im going with her.. but guess i don't have a choice. i don't know what she is thinking of. first we just quarreled and next she acts like nothing happens at all.. But sometimes i think once the quarrel is over, we should just forget about it and move on..



You know when you have a problem... everyone would say 'follow your heart'. It would turn out great for many people but whenever i follow my heart, i always get into deep shit. Am i destined to have such fate? i'll always get into bigger problem if i don't ask my close friends what to do. And when i give my friends advices, it just wont work! lol... sry but i was just thinking about it after watching a show i borrowed from the CD shop. I just watched another show 'the Gospel'. Its good for many christians... very inspiring show i must say..

ok.. blog again another time! Bye! cya!

heyy..
i was so tired yst so i did not blog.. Heh.
band yst was ok.. abit boring cuz we were rehearsing with the dancers for the upcoming concert in july.. we knew our song but they were still figuring out the steps.. haiz.. went through it many times and after tht we went on to swan lake. We were rehearsing the swan lake song and the dancers were too tired to dance so they sat there and watched.. my two seniors for saber dance and swan lake pang sei me lor. then i had to play alone on the vibes and xylo. hmfph!
and stacy, xiao si said i played solo as in play on the instrument alone.. not playing a solo.
As usual.. my junior Allicia was fooling around again.. she so funny, tie her hair and the ponytail so tiny. haha.. ok..
Oh yah.. during practice, stacy and shi hui went up to the dance studio to find me. at tht time when they called me, Mr Juraimi was talking to the band.. they kept calling me and i just could not go off like tht right? i mean.. he will scold la. i got scolded don't know how many times yst.
So after keeping back the instruments into the room, we had no briefing so everyone went off. i went down to the sunken foyer to wait for them. and unfortunately they were not there. so we waited and waited. Then i thought maybe they already went home. So xiao si and i decided to go to the bubble tea shop to buy snacks. On the way there, we saw stacy and shi hui coming back from the bubble tea shop. i was like ok.. then i told them tht i was going home with xiao si.
Stacy got so worked up with it. After all the talking, i knew stacy just wanted me to say sorry to shi hui. So i did. And i continued walking to the shop with xiao si.
Then shi hui started calling my name. I thought it was some stupid thing again so i did not turned back until xiao si sort of shouted at me to turn back. i was like 'fine la.. see wad they going to say again'.
Then actually shi hui needed money to go home.. so i lend her $4. i felt so bad..
So then xiao si and i went to the shop and talked alot.. laughing here and there. When we went on the bus i showed her the egg my class did for science experiment. It was a quil egg.
She found it so cute.. i was like laughing there.. haha..
Then she decided to burst the egg. i was like 'NOOO'. But she took my nametag and poked it.. Everything came out.. and it was actually hard liquid.. like jelly.. It was so disgusting la.. Yuck! And there goes my egg.
Then when i came home.. i was suddenly in a bad mood. everyone in the house seemed to be pissing me off. I actually didn't eat dinner for the first time. Heh. So after tht i went to sleep at about 9.45pm. Then when i was difting to la la land.. My phone had an sms. from stacy. i was half wake and she asked if i wanted to conference. i was like 'ok.. anything.'
then she told me to call her in five mins.. i didn't reply and went back to slp! Then half way in my mind i was like 'was i suppose to do something?' Then i was like 'oh shit i suppose to call stacy!' i woke up again and luckly only ten mins past. i called her and as usual i was the one listening and not talking. so i was half awake through out the whole conversation. However i could not sleep properly due to stacy's loud voice piercing into my ear.
The two were talking and talking and suddenly stacy said she was tired. so finally we three put down the phone and i straight went to sleep.

And today, i woke up having shoulder ache. i woke up from the wrong side of the bed.. and has been in a very bad mood today. haiz.. kater still have piano. shit la..
ok.. blog again later. bye!

heyy..
today was quite a packed day for me.. had the usual assembly and then went to call my piano teacher.. i managed to cancel today's piano replacement cuz i had prefect's phototaking and i kinda forgot to tell my piano teacher.. feel so bad.. my practical exam is like coming in july lah.. so.. haiz.. must practice extra hard.. damn difficult mann.. at least i had shi hui to accompany me.. thx shi hui!
so after phototaking i decided to start with the art project. we kinda painted half way through. stacy was bored and was irritating sarah ee.. haha.. so funny.. stacy's group's art piece was indeed difficult and they left her to do it.. so mean right.. haha..
i stayed there doing art until about 5 plus.. then i asked pei rong to accompany me to the bubble tea shop to eat some stuffs.. we chatted and gossiped about many things.. she was kinda a nice person to talk to considering the fact that i don't really talk to her in class.
haha.. i had a fun time..
ok.. then after that i went straight for swimming in bedok.
i didn't come home until about 8.30pm.. so tired la..
no more energy... ahh..

ok.. tht's all... blog another time.. cya! bye!

heyy..
sry for not being committed to blogging shi hui! i just don't have the time.. and sometimes or mostly, the com is booked already.. u know.. yeah..
i promise i'll try to make a point to blog at least everyday k? i TRY... haha..
anyway.. band was quite fun today.. had a long talk from Mr. Juraimi as he talked to the commitee members today.. i just realised that maybe i wasn't suitable for the post. being seniors to the sec 1s are already killing the sec 2s.. then how about me conducting them? i really hope i don't blow up and start scolding them. i nearly did today while teaching them the shakers for samba. They really know how to piss me off. and they actually find it fun.. wth. i can vomit blood teaching them..
Here we are trying to teach them properly and to the best we can but there they are.. making fun and fooling around. wad kind of juniors are they? i don't believe my batch was tht bad.. have respect mann.. so wad if i am only a year older then u?
im still ur senior after all. and we get the scolding.. not u.
pls try to understand even tht simple thing.
But despite all this, i would still be committed to band no matter wad! looking back at the sec 1 years was amazing. the sec 4 seniors who just left were so patient with us. they are the best mann.. Haiz.. sad they're going to leave soon..
Now with new committee members and all.. hope the band would really do better and go far! I believe that we can!
Anyway.. there would be many performances during the june Hols.. so i think we would be working extra hard these few band sessions. and plus all the modern dance rehearsals.. hope i still have time to go out and relax... haiz..
With all the responsibility.. i hope i can cope sia..
Oh yah.. we got back our science paper today.. did badly though. but over all i think the class did pretty well compared to other classes. jia you 2/8!
Tml think getting bac a few papers already.. hope i won't fail any subs.. i can't fail..

And i don't want to talk about friendship though.. heh.. ok.. think tht's about it!
cya! Bye!

heyy...
sorry for not posting any entries the past two days.. i have been very busy although its after the exams.. and sometimes im just lazy to type.. heh..
anyway.. today had a fun time with my sis.. we went shopping again at cineleisure and the heeran.. how ever u spell it.. shoped for quite a few stuffs.. and i don't know why.. but i was craving for cookies and cream icecream the whole trip. heh.. ate $7 worth of icecream.. lol.. im so going to put on weight man.. it'll be worse during the june hols..
haiz.. talked to her already.. and we're now on quite good terms.. i think.. heh... but i don't think i'll go back to them.. im not sure.. but we'll see how. maybe i would and maybe i would just stick to shi hui. She's like my closest friend now.. and stacy.. but stacy goes with her other friends. they are both very close to me. well i hope nothing would tear us apart.
ok.. nothing else to talk about.. blog another time if i have the time.. heh..

cya! bye!

heyy..
don't worry i won't talk about Gundam..
i didn't blog yst and friday cuz i went out.. i wasn't really in the mood of blogging anyway.. i bought a few mother's day present and yeah bought some stuffs for myself. Been very lazy these few days... probably cuz exams are over. just watched a show 'pop star'. It was nice.. typical romance story. well.. been in a very bad mood the last two days.. and now. don't know why.

Patched up with some friends but once again.. don't think we'll talk. probably just not go together but still friends. Its difficult to be in these kind of situation when she's in the same class as you. It just feels weird. and yeah..

Exams are over and the school still wants to give us some chinese enrichment. sigh.. can't they just let us rest and slack for the next two weeks and after the June hols and then start with work again? exams were just over! give us a break man.. Haiz.. sure there will be homework... and tonns of projects and homework during the hols.

Ok.. gtg now.. blog some other day. Bye!

heyy...
Exams are finally over! i shopped like crazy today with shi hui and my sis at bugis today. Spend almost all my money lor! can't help it... haha.. We went to buy Genevieve's birthday present and some mother's day presents. Had a hard time choosing man... haha. but it was fun. We took neo prints after that. Haha.. it was a long time since i took one. I don't really like taking neos.. waste of time and money. Heh. But once in a while is ok.. not like some people! haha.. joking! Haiz.. exams are over and i can relax until results are out! Ahh.. hope i won't fail any subjects.. Heh...
Anyway.. my cousin lend me the whole Gundam Seed series.. OMG... so going to watc it everyday. 50 episodes in all.. So cool!! AHHH... they are so cute lor... haha...
Can't seem to get it off my mind! It would be so cool if they are really human and coordinaters. Omg so cute! haha..
What if one day they really come to Earth! haha.. so cool!!! AHH.. im so crazy over Gundam.. haha.. i know its not like me though.. just suddenly liked it. Romance, friendship, and revenge.. nice show la!! AHHHH....

Ok.. now back to reality.. just sorted things out with some people. But not everything was sorted out. not sure if we still going to talk. but haiz.. we'll see how it goes.. maybe we will be gd friends like last time.. or just continue not to talk.. its so weird.. i did share many memories with her though.. in pri school. Haiz.. its all gone now.. maybe it was just meant to be like that! God make plans for us... But i don't bame anyone.. this is usual for friends to quarrel over nothing. haha.. lame right.. but yeah it does happen.

ok.. gtg sleep now! Bye!

heyy...
Today's Gundam Seed was so nice!! haha.. tml is the last episode... so sad the guy died.. Ahhh... =( lol... is a very very nice show!!! love watching it man..
anyway.. tml is the last paper and i can't seem to remember anything! hope i won't fail..
After that going out with shi hui to bugis to buy present. Yay! finally can go out. haha.. not much to say though...

gtg now! bye!

heyy...
Sry i have not been blogging these days.. Been quite busy lately..

Haiz.. having sibling problems again.. one is bugging me to let her use the com and the other talking back at me. i mean come on... i told my brother that i was going to use at 6.30pm. and when i came up after watching my show, i saw my sister using. i told her that i wanted to use.. And we started you know.. yeah. This is so normal for me as this happens everyday. And the other one keeps thinking im so big. I just told him not to lean on the scanner and put the books away. He was like 'what you do yourself la. think you so big meh?' i sometimes really wonder why this happens in our family and not others. I was just trying to be a nice sister although i have alot of moodswings. Its like we are just three indivdual people, not knowing each other well, came out from the same mother, cared by the same parents, live under the same roof, but have totally different personalities and attitude.. we are like strangers.. i didnt want to say that but i just have to admit it. Sometimes we are close. but nowadays.. Haiz..

Anyway.. now about friends.. as usual you should know who im talking about. we are like drifting apart now.. And i don't blame them.. i mean after all they have their own friends. We can't possibly stick to each other only.. But for me i have to.. i've only got them. Ok maybe joan and vanessa too.. not sure about the other one. Things aren't going the way i thought it would be. We are still not talking.. as usual... i really don't know what to do.. Heh..

Anyway.. had maths paper today.. didn't finish it!! AHH.. so going to fail la... so many marks already gone.

Kk.. gtg now.. blog some other time! bye!

heyy..
today was quite a packed day.. studied in the morning.. then went to buy my cousin's b'day present... and went straight for piano and i got scolded by her half the lesson... haiz.. im just not made for the piano. My parents just can't see that after so many years of hearing my horrible piano skills.. Haiz.. i hope i quit it not cuz i don't like it... i just don't want to waste my parent's money and i really don't have the time to practice. lol.. i don't have the talent to play the piano unlike some of her students.. total embarrassment.. totally sucked for my scales today.. didn't know she was going to test me so i did not practice at all... the staccato scales was the worst! My left hand just can't jump high enough for her... lol...

Maybe i really found the wrong talent man... heh... maybe music is not for me although i love music.. especially my cca! Its so much fun.. i think music was the thing that got me into percussion band... Heh.. well.. piano grades did really help me.. but once again.. it's no use having so high grades but lousy skills right.. you are just embarrassing yourself. But it would really be good if you are really talented. That one you can go and show off...

My life is in such a mess.. Maybe because of exams... and stress.. but i don't think so.. Heh.. friendship problems are still there.. never disappearing.. Haiz... ok lets talk about the happy things now..
Today was my cousin Tessa's 17th Birthday. Happy Birthday Jie! You rock my world... Yeah! haha...

ok.. gtg now! bye!

heyy...
sigh.. now i don't know if the problem is solved or did it went worse... one is ok, the other two... hmm.. i don't think so. sigh.. i hoped it did not get any worse..
but above all, thx Stacy and Shi hui for doing it. If it weren't for them, i don't think we'll ever solve the problem... but its not solved yet.. and i guess i'll do it on my own this time.
They have really helped me alot these situation.. thx guys!
yeah.. sigh.. got nothing to talk about these few days.. having a headache now. as usual..

haiz... and oh yah.. science and lit paper went quite ok today! gtg now Bye!

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today is my lucky day! haha... someone got trashed today eh? HAHA.. such a pity i did not see it... =(
Anyway.. thx stacy and shi hui for doing it although the confronting was not really all on me... i own you two one! Wonder what was her reaction.. And her partner was there too.. Hope she won't come and find me on sunday.. Shi hui's going to tell me everything that happened tonight.. haha.. going to laugh my heads off.. lol..
i did want to see what really happened but i sort of forgot it myself and went off earlier... haiya!

haha.. yeah.. talking to Someone now. clearing things up with her now! yucks! haha.. okie.. blog later.. bye!

heyy...
woke up at 8am today just to study. Then i went for a walk with my grandma to buy some stuffs.. talked about lotta things. Anyway.. studying science now. can't get anything into my head! AHH...

Still can't forget what happened yst. Next time we (me and shi hui) should go eat breakfast together again! ok with stacy... heh.. yeah and see if we will spot or bump into other kinds of lunatics in singapore! haha... lame i know.. hah...

And yeah talked to stacy and shi hui on the phone yst. Stacy was so happy she could actually conference on her phone! haha.. gd for you... and oh yah. can't believe you are going to confront her on friday! I think she'd just chicken out and run away before you know it. You better keep your eyes open and talk to her straight after exams. But i think she'd use her super long legs to run first. haha.
When you confront her you must call me k? I soo want to watch it! Jia you! Make her scared the shit out of herself! You go stacy!!! haha.. but don't be so bad and make her cry k.. you look at her you know she what kind of person she is already.

I tell you ah.. she fall down also fall until so 'ke lian'. Can't stand it la! Act until so pathetic! Out of the four of us.. hmmm.. we've got a drama mama and a... two faced freak who acts so innocent! Come on.. you want to act you act properly la. Go get lessons from the drama mama in the group! I bet you she'll teach ya a whole lotta new 'styles' of being a two faced freak and a backstabber... FOC somemore.. haha. I won't say im some angel.. but haha.. yeah...

I won't say 'the four of us' now, i think i would say the three of you. i think you three would like it too right.. trios.. im very happy now if you don't notice.. heh.. I won't admit we have had alot of good times together LAST TIME... but now.. heh, i don't think so!

anyway.. shi hui and stacy, if you two are reading this... wanna go eat again on friday? =)

ok... gtg study now! bye!

heyy..

Today after history paper which i could not finish... I went out with Shi hui to eat Mac's at the Bedok interchage. However, the bus ride there was a particularly unusual one i must say...
These two man, an indian and a chinese man (around his 50s). They were both sitting together and somehow the chinese guy was a little fat and he thought that the indian guy was sort of pushing him as he had no space. So the chinese guy asked him, "Are you trying to push me? I am already falling ou of my seat."
The conversation went on cuz i was quite far behind and Shi hui and I could not hear anything.
Suddenly the indian guy stood up and starting yelling. That one we obviously could hear.


Indian: you think i got space? I am not pushing you ok?!

Chinese: you obviously know i got no space and you still push!

Indian: you fucker la! Bastard!

So they started scolding each other and the Indian guy could not take it and went down the bus stop. The chinese guy actually wanted to call the police! haha.. so weird... lol.. I was stunned and Shi hui was hoping they won't fight. As in really fight.
haha.. that was quite a funny bus ride.

Anyway.. oh yah.. someone just removed the password thingy on her blog for i don't know what reason. haha. And she is still blogging about me. How nice eh?!
Anyway.. went to Sheng Siong market with Eden jie jie. haha..
ok.. just studyed lit today.. heh..
My sis and i are getting so high now... She's such an asshole. haha..
ok.. gtg study again! bye!

I like this story.. so here goes...

The Pencil Parable

In the beginning, the pencil maker spoke to the pencil saying, "There are five things you need to know before i send you out into the world. Always remember them and you will become the best pencil you can be."

1st: You would be able to do great things, only if you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand.

2nd: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but this is required if you are to become a better pencil.

3rd: You have the ability to correct any mistakes you might make.

4th: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.

5th: No matter what the condition, you must continue to write. You must always leave a clear, legible mark no matter how difficult the situation.

The pencil understood, promising to remember, and went into the box fully understanding its purpose.
Now replace the place of the pencil with you...

1: You would be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in God's hand. And allow other human beings to access you for many gifts you possess.

2: You will experience painful sharpening from time to time, by going through various problems, but you'll need it to become a stronger person.

3: You will be able to correct mistakes you might make or grow through them.

4: The most important part of you will always be what's on the inside.

5: On the surface you walk, you must leave your mark. No matter what the situation, you must continue to serve God in everything.

Everyone is like a pencil... created by our Maker, God, for a unique and special purpose.

I like this story, it really reflects on life. Heh...

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El paper 2 was quite ok. But chinese paper 2 really sucked. I hope i won't flunk it this time. Ok today was a really bad day for someone. Really feel sorry for her. Her problems are really neverending. I tried my best to help but just couldn't do anything about it. Sorry!
Anyway, after El paper 2 was recess. And it felt very weird in class. I was sitting with Shi hui at stacy's table. Due to some circumstances, shi hui did not want to face the back of the class. It felt really weird for me and shi hui. We had our cliques around us but somehow we did not talk to them at all. And they somehow did not care too. I sometimes wonder if i should ditch them, or they have already ditched me out of the group. I can somehow sense the hatred they have for me and i really want to know what they have against me. I don't want to act innocent or whatever but i seriously want to know what they are thinking. They are sometimes so nice to me and the next thing you know they are leaving you out. I wonder why in the first place i was hanging out with them since the first day of school. One person can actually change the whole group's impressions on me. Nice eh... How cool was that. -.-
Sigh.. i really didn't know how this whole thing came about.
Oh yah. Remembered i said that i shared this blog with two other people, now its just me, sharon. I changed my password and address just because of this problem. They are just so close to her that i don't know if i can really trust them. Im sorry but i just can't. SORRY!
Things are really going out of hand here.. And obviously they don't care cuz all they know is that they have gotten rid of me and that's all they needed to do. But i too think that i was the black sheep among them. Whether im in or out, they don't give a shit about it. All they know now is that they have all the smart asses in their clique and think that they are so proud of it. It all still comes down to results.
Never look at the outer appearance.
I think i really learnt my lesson about that.
Hope you people don't fall into your friend's trap cuz you never know when they'll just get sick of you and brush you away, like you never existed in the first place...
I understand that now and even experienced it. And i know how awful it is to be in that situation.
ok.. gtg now! Good luck for the rest of the exams. Be sure to play hard once the exams are over!

heyy..
i really can't stand her anymore!! AHHH... She is so irritating!!! Some people are just so f***ed up and go to the extend of telling her relatives about her problem. Like her siblings can do anything. You are just trying to act big and think everyone's scared of your bro/sis. If they want to bash me up then come la. killing me won't solve the problem if you don't know that. I'll still come back and haunt you all my life. We can't continue to backstab each other and act like the other party does not know it at all. I really feel like stopping this so called quarrel and just STOP IT. I really can't stand it anymore. Don't know why you can.
Can't you just forget it? I admit i too backstab you sometimes but im not the only one you know. Other people do it too. So why are you pointing all the faults at me, like i influenced them or something. Im not superwoman who has super powers to confuse them or what. Im just a girl who does not want to be in this kind of problems and live a happy life, like everyone around me is. Do you think i want this to happen? NO.
Sometimes i wonder why this happened. We both just can't admit to ourselves that we don't dare to stand up to each other and we just keep all of it to ourselves.
Why? Why does it always happen. I agree for once that this is so primary school-like. Maybe im the problem but can't you tell me? We both keeping quiet won't help solve the problem. You think i don't want to talk to you and i think that you don't want to talk to me. If this goes on, we won't know what is going on and we'll just continue to think that way.
Maybe we should just go our own seperate ways and yeah, maybe we'll find our own happy ending.
gtg now! bye!

Sharon Tan
born on 7th dec 1992,
making her 16th birthday!
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