Saturday, May 06, 2006
5/06/2006 10:52:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
heyy..
today was quite a packed day.. studied in the morning.. then went to buy my cousin's b'day present... and went straight for piano and i got scolded by her half the lesson... haiz.. im just not made for the piano. My parents just can't see that after so many years of hearing my horrible piano skills.. Haiz.. i hope i quit it not cuz i don't like it... i just don't want to waste my parent's money and i really don't have the time to practice. lol.. i don't have the talent to play the piano unlike some of her students.. total embarrassment.. totally sucked for my scales today.. didn't know she was going to test me so i did not practice at all... the staccato scales was the worst! My left hand just can't jump high enough for her... lol...
Maybe i really found the wrong talent man... heh... maybe music is not for me although i love music.. especially my cca! Its so much fun.. i think music was the thing that got me into percussion band... Heh.. well.. piano grades did really help me.. but once again.. it's no use having so high grades but lousy skills right.. you are just embarrassing yourself. But it would really be good if you are really talented. That one you can go and show off...
My life is in such a mess.. Maybe because of exams... and stress.. but i don't think so.. Heh.. friendship problems are still there.. never disappearing.. Haiz... ok lets talk about the happy things now..
Today was my cousin Tessa's 17th Birthday. Happy Birthday Jie! You rock my world... Yeah! haha...
ok.. gtg now! bye!
