Wednesday, May 31, 2006
5/31/2006 07:09:00 PM Y
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♥ -reality check!-
heyy..
just came back from band...
This morning i woke up like 9 plus.. heh.. so late.. and then went to eat breakfast and started doing my homework.. but i only did 1 CAJ.. pathetic i know.. haha..
Then i used the com and got ready to go for band.
I met xiao si. natasha and marilyn and poh hun at 1.15pm.. when i was happily looking forward for band.. Claire told me that Erin would not be coming so i had to conduct the band for Sabre Dance. I was like WTH!! tht song was so complicated and difficult.. and i don't een know a single thing.. I made many mistakes like i queued the band too late or too early for the modern dancers. i was so embarrassed.. how i wish i could just dig a big hole and dig my way home.. haiz.. all the pressure was all on me and like if i made a mistake, everyone would have to start all over again. haiz.. my senior was there somemore.. arggh.. It was fun but at the first part i kept making mistakes.. i didn't know why but i felt like crying at tht point in time... haha..
Ms ong was angry with the band today cuz we made to much noise while they were practicing. She scolded us like shit.. lol.. She kept asking me things like as if i was the president or something.. hello.. im just a conductress.. heh..
The 'best' part was that for swan lake there was a long break in between the song, so ms ong decided to ask us to dance.. she wanted two of us to dance.. then erin was choosen cuz she had a little dance background last time. Then nicolette had to spoil the whole thing by saboing me.. so at the end me and erin had to dance.. arghh... so stupid k.. i was like the odd one out there. everyone knew the steps except me.. lol.. so embarrassing.. haiz..
then we practiced until like 5.45 then we were let off from all the dancing.. we were supposed to end at 5pm.
After everything, me and xiao si took the taxi home.. and now im home.. heh..
tml going out with marilyn and natasha, go watch movie.. yeah
ok.. gtg now.. blog another time! Bye!
