Sunday, February 04, 2007
2/04/2007 06:47:00 PM Y
Post title :
♥ -reality check!-
hello..had cat class this morning. stupid ethel didn come cuz she had sore throat. lol.. class was boring as usual. talked about some signs thingy.went for mass.. after mass went to eat then headed to tm. my bro had to buy new swimming goggles. again. heh. and new slippers. but nvm. cuz i bought clothes too! yay for sharon. anyway.. im still pissed about me going to CO. it just sounds so wrong. i don't want to go! i keep asking myself. WHY ME. WHY ME? there are so many other ppl u can choose from. and me? why? i just don't get it. just because they have a part in petergunn then u don't want to choose them? im happy in AB u knw. u keep telling me, more exposure more exposure. how much exposure do u want me to have. i've had enough exposure for god sake. chingay, ndp, tht stupid workshop u made me go, and making me conductress. not enough? what do u want me to knw from CO. bottom line: its chi na. wad else? chinese songs.. blah blah blah. please.. let me off for once? u always make me do stuffs that the majority of the band ppl don't get to do. and i don't like it. ok? give others a chance. they might just do better than me. for once i hate being known for having piano skills. haiiz.. im scared. i don't want to go. wad would CO be like. i obviously wont fit in. cuz i can't speak chinese for nuts!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i don't want to go to sch tmr!! talking about sch. i've got 3 tests to study. stress! there's history on either wed or thurs. bio on thurs. and chinese on wed. haiiz.. its only the second month of sec 3 life and im dying. how how how. i don't want to see myself going through sec 3 going straight home after sch activities and starts studying like crazy. i want my life back! sec 2 life has been the best so far. i shall pray to God tonight tht i won't have to go CO. and tht everything will go back to normal. bless me ppl!
