{IMperfectionist}

Friday, March 30, 2007

3/30/2007 11:48:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hello..

had band today.
SUCKY.
now i really hate her to the core.
and she's like the vp? the band's going to DIE.
she's like taking over everyone's job.
and she can't even conduct properly.
actually no one in AB knows how to conduct properly.
no offence. she can't even get the first beat right.
and there she is saying tht we don't follow her tempo.
the thing is tht we don't even know what the fucking hell she is doing.

so sickening!
i can't stand her face.
and the funny thing is, she can't even speak proper english, and she's trying to speak to us in some foreign language.
this was what she said, 'girls, pls stand IN your two feets at all times.' and '1 people' instead of 1 person.
is she like tht or she just wants our attention. i don't know.

today we were using the music rm.
for some recording.
there were like only two mics.
one at the kulingtung side and the other at the other end.
aungklung is like the main part and they only put the mic at one end.
common sense tells u tht the mic will only pick up sounds and voices from tht area right.
so obviously cannot hear alot of parts la. do-do.

and the music rm is so small compared to SCH.
and u ask us to play much softer.
i tell u, u go to SCH playing tht volume, the judges can't even hear ah.

ah well. one more month and im back in PB.
can finally go back to performing and having fun. =)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

3/28/2007 10:53:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hello.

ok. i haven had the time to blog. so ya.
anyway today went for band.
sch was fine btw.
then poh hun found out tht yu ting couldn perform.
and so she freaked out. i mean who wouldn.
her grp had only 4 ppl left.
and the rest of the grps were like wad. 10?
i kinda pitied her, and was angry too.
how could they do tht to her?
no offence but her grps' really pathetic.
so ya. me and natasha decided to help her out.
i was like thinking, the AB ppl could perform.
but obviously no.. heh. with tht person around, everything is a no no.

well i could really see tht she was sad and depressed.
and scared about the performance. wish i could help her out more.
i felt so bad for her. first we left her for AB, and now she's in this kind of situation.
haiiz.. don't worry poh hun! everything will turn out fine. i hope. i pray. heh.

the 'stage' was so freaking small.
guess they were happy tht there weren more ppl like us coming in.
ahh.

oh yah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARILYN! =D
talking about tht, we went to buy her present today. sry about it being one day late. heh.
we meaning me, stacy and nat.
so ya. we went to the pet shop at simei after helping poh hun.
we were making a fool of ourselves. yeah.
i shall not say the price.
though its really high, its for a friend!
be grateful marilyn. LOL.
so yeah. many ppl were staring at us when we carried the cage out.
and we even went to LJS to eat. and this couple were beside us.
i wasn sure if she was scared of the animal, or wad.
cuz she was like moving away when we came to sit at the table next to hers.
so funny.
and yeah. we were discussing how we should pass her the pressie tmr.

well.. thts my day.
gtg now! very tired.
nites ppl! XD

Saturday, March 24, 2007

3/24/2007 07:58:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hello..

well. this week has been QUITE ok.
for some reason i love coming to sch.
though i tend to be half awake or fully asleep during class.
maybe cuz of friends. hahaha. i love my friends.

anyway. went to sch today for AB.
surprisingly it was GOOD.
as in really good.
really really really good. (according to fadilah)
but i guess we did improve alot.

yeah. then later went for piano.
and then slacked at home. did some of my hw.
watched one more episode of my chi show.

heard ppl say the PB juniors arent tht good in their strokes.
ah.. and they are getting their scores already.
can't even get their basics right.
and i thought they were oh so good.
besides, they are 3 months earlier than expected. obviously cannot la.
so... went for band on wed and half of fri.
wed they were practising their performance.
then fri.. juniors were inside the music rm with bernie.
wonder how it went. lol. when i went in for awhile.
they were like just stoning and just staring at the white board not knowing wth is on the freaking board. ahahaha.

hopefully when i go back on fri can see the juniors play.
as vanessa said, good luck to the next junior conductress!
now u ppl know how it feels eh. hehehehehe.

juniors: buck up! =) im sure u guys can do it. right? pls don't prove me wrong.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

3/21/2007 09:44:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey.
sry for not blogging since erm.. long time ago.
haven had the time to though. lol..
so.. my march 'holiday' was not exactly fine. heh.
had ccas like 4 days. only one day free. how stupid is tht.
and there was normal sch on monday and tuesday.
so ya. nice holiday heh.

well. many things have happened these few days.
but have had alot of fun with my friends too. yup.. =)
life isn tht bad as u think it is.
look on the bright side. though i sometimes don't. hehe.
got nothing much to say. heh.

i have been obsessed with chinese shows.
watch like crazy. heh.
can't seem to stop!

stupid! the blogging thing got prob again.
WTH. when i want to blog tht fucking thing can't work.
ok now its working. hehe. look on the bright side! =)
ok im so lame. ah well.. this is what sch and chinese shows has done to me.
hahahahahahahahaha.

anyway..
went for band today. PB.
it felt.. different. heh.
everyone was so hyper at first..
but when they rehearsed, it was a whole lot of different thing.
more life man! there's no such thing as a dead performance in the PB dictionary.
ok im retarded. but yeah. i hate to use the word buck up.
cuz SOME ppl kept using it. not in PB.
PB girls who are in AB would know who it is.

and erin seems so stressed up.
while claire seems so relaxed and calm.
shouldn the president feel more stressed? lol.
ah well.. since im currently in AB now, i can't say much.
heard tht erin has been kinda harsh on the band.
different from how she was before.
chill man. don't be the second ____. fill in the blanks urself.

kk.. gtg now! nites ppl!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

3/06/2007 10:56:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey hey.
gonna be a short post today.
super tired.
yeah.
sch was fine.
tmr got chi orals.
HELP. haha.
so going to die. ah well.

didn manage to get into PC.
which i find it good.
i mean im not going to cry or complain or wad so ever.
u must be contented with wad u have. learnt tht from nat. heh.
yeah. i mean its not a must to be in PC.
if im not cut off for it. then nvm la.
not as if the world's going to end if i don't.
so ya. congrats to the ppl who are currently selected. work hard!

but i do feel lousy.
in the sense tht this time pb won't have any prefects in PC.
which usually there will be.
so ya. heh. tht suddenly came into my mind.
and me being the only invested prefect in pb, yaa..
u get the picture.

piano exams this sat.
fail fail fail.

its funny to see 2.6 during assembly in the festival court.
not going to say who and all.. heh.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

3/03/2007 11:30:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey hey.
this week sch was fine.
although there were lots of tests.
and i haven had much time for myself lately.
i wonder who u all can handle it.

anyway.
i've got another major exam coming up.
apart from orals, i've got my theory exam.
and this time i really got the gut feeling tht i'll fail.
ah well, i've been drilling myself with all the german, french and italian terms.
and all the chord progressions. and alot of other stuffs.
i had a bad headache after doing my piano hw.
and ya. during piano lesson was even worse.
god bless me.. =D

i've been having headaches recently.
don't know wads wrong.
haiiz.

anyway.
life goes on.
yst went for AB than PB for awhile.
visited the sec 1s.
they're really good. heh.
but i don't know why they are scared of me.
am i tht scary. LOL.
but now alot of them are opening up to us.
so ya. thts good.
i was really clueless who was who.
haha. im such a bad senior right.
don't even know my juniors' names.
and there they are saying hi to me in sch and i'll be like 'um hi'
then i'll turn to ask natasha who tht was.
hahahaha. sry ppl! haven gotten to know u better yet since i've been in AB.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

3/01/2007 09:58:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey..

finally im invested.
so ya. last time ppl don't really care if u have a red badge anot.
but now i don't! ah well.. im still the same person.

anyway.
today was canossian saints day.
had mass..
quite meaningful..
the priest said tht we should pray to the saints to let us go of our sufferings and pain etc.
then he brought two blue birds. blue cuz its the same as our uniform.
so he called two students to let the bird free..
which symbolises us being free and all.
unfortunately, when the bird flew out, one went straight into the glass window.
then it flew down and collapse.
so sad right..
wonder wad happened to it.

i did offertory for mass btw.
carried our prefects badge.
then after tht had prize giving.
then our investiture.
i was freaking out la.
was so scared.
when we were standing at attention, some ppl was flinging my skirt.
and touching my stockings and all..
freaking disgusting la.
luckily they didn do it throughout the whole thing.
and they were trying to make us laugh.
uh.. i almost died.

anyway, wanna say thx to the ppl who cheered for me. =)
and for those who wanted to but didn dare.
really appreciate it.

went down to the canteen to gather.
the council members helped us to put on our badges.
i went to poor ruzanna. XD.
then they gave each of us a council hug. yup.
steph's turn was so funny.
shall not say it here.
later she kill me. front and back. haha.

went for AB.
it was kinda ok..
saw the syf attire.
quite ok.. just the colour combination abit wierd.
then went for swimming.
today last day. will miss swimming. haha.
shall go with pei rong when we free.

yupp.. tmr got AB also.
and piano!! haiiz.
piano exam's next week.
DIE.