{IMperfectionist}

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

7/31/2007 08:20:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey.

ok.. well school was kinda ok today..
i actually read through chem yst. cuz i totally didn understand the chapter.
anyway..
today suppose to go for creative com briefing.

if you need to know why ALL OF US couldn come..
i'll let you know why.
Xiao Si-tuition
Stacy-marching. she missed the last few marching practices cuz of band. so this time she had to go.
Poh Hun-biology class. she can't miss it cuz bio isn included in her timetable. its an extra subject.
Me-had piano lesson.
Natasha-tuition
Sarah G-had to go make her IC.

yup. now u know..
so could u stop making it sound as though its our fault!
we were just asking a favour from you. ok maybe a very last min one..
but still.. couldn u guys help?
i know you'd probably say tht im the pres and all. and tht i SHOULD DO EVERYTHING CONCERNING BAND.
PLS! i told u before.. im not a super woman.
if i ask you for a favour.. means i need help.
if not why the hell would i ask?!
everything concerning the band takes the whole band to do it.
me and poh hun actually asks you whether you guys want to back out.
and you guys agreed! i repeated the question alot of times. you guys still agreed!
none of u said no. so why now when we are already out..
you have to bitch about it behind our backs like as if we forced you and that its our fault.
yeah everything is our fault now eh?

you obviously know we can't focus on both projects, within two weeks.
especially when everyone can't meet up together. there would always be ppl not coming.
again.. im not only saying the sec 1s and 2s. even the sec 3s can't make it.
and i don't think you want to embarrass yourself on stage infront of everyone and let them see a not prepared skit.
well i don't want tht to happen.
and when we spend too much time on creative com.. what about the teacher's day perf?
are you going to neglect that one too?
teacher's day perf is more imp than creative com if u ask me.
don't only think about yourself.. its the band image we're talking about here.
not some crap thing.
so pls.. just accept the fact tht we already backed out, and now concentrate on teacher's day. OK?

Friday, July 20, 2007

7/20/2007 08:07:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey.
today sch was bleah.
was half awake during chemistry!
then yeah. physics.. haiz.
i just felt like killing mr quek. haha.
anyway. during recess someone made me angry.
then had emaths journal writing test.
then CME. slacked again.

BAND.
thts what i usually talk about anyway.
had to use the hall! heh.
hot hot hot.
did all four sambas. was pretty bad.
but after tht it was ok.
u know.. i hate it when ppl don't come for cca.
esp when you're sick but not THT sick until u can't stay back for band.
like as if u're going to get a stroke or what.

but ya.
then had creative com meeting.
damn funny! at least we have a plot and everything settled.
just need to rehearse. yup! yay..
hope we win.. =)
and money problem settled!! like finally. heh.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

7/18/2007 08:15:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hello..
i feel so shitty now.
school was kinda ok today. rather short.
was high during history..
and PE!
OMG. it was sick!
we played captains ball for PE.
the usual grp.
stephanie was.. oh my.. all over jasmine.
PHYSICALLY. just to get the freaking ball from her.
everyone was like *eyes wide open, mouth wide wide open*.
we felt so disgusted!

anyway..
yeah obviously u should know what made me feel like tht now.
i just can't take it anymore!! AHH.
every inch of my blood vessels and cells can just explode NOW.
im sure u guys don't want to hear what happen.
poh hun knows best.. i think. and a few others.
i've been keeping it inside for so long..
i just feel bad scolding u all.
but yet u guys make me scold u.

infront of ppl i say all the nice things about PB.
blah blah blah.. all the crap starts coming out.

INSTRUMENTS.
if u want to borrow the instru, pls take care of them PROPERLY.
its so painful seeing a djembe torn..
im not blaming u.. just asking/begging u to take care of it.
who taught us to love the instru?

i just hope they will respect the leaders now and not just budge in to do whatever they like.
u might be older than me, but i won't let u push me and the others around.

im totally sick and tired of putting my hand up,
waiting for all of u to get ready.
30 secs to notice me and keep quiet.
PLEASE.
was it like tht last year?
why do u have to do this to me?
i've got enough trouble being the president and senior conductress.
what more do u expect?
im not superwoman.

Friday, July 13, 2007

7/13/2007 09:23:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey..

after sch had band..
was in the canteen before tht and there was a fight!
so scary.. sec 2s somemore.
ruz, crystal and ying hua went over.
poor ruz got stuck between the two ppl fighting.
and she got bit and pushed around! LOL.
damn dramatic la..
everyone was just standing there watching.
so amazing seeing girls fight.. literally FIGHT.
it was damn funny..

band was fun today. (:
samba was so cool..
really better than last time.
haha..
anyway.. yeah band was good.
decided not to go for the party in school.
so stacy, nat and i went to eat dinner.
while waiting outside, this girl dropped her wallet.
it was stupid.. she put it on her lap and it just slipped off when she stood up. and she didn realise at all!
then stacy saw.. picked it up.. but by the time the girl got into the car already.
so we were like wondering what to do with it.
nat said to pass it to G.O.
so ya.. we went back to sch.. sian.
G.O wasnt open.. then passed it to the security guard.
nat took all the credit when he praised her. LOL.
stacy was angry. not literally ANGRY.
so funny.. then the security guard told us to pass it to any teacher.
so went into the sch compound..
looked for teachers. found one..
and got praised again. LOL.
at least we did a good deed.
continued flagging for taxi.
it took damn long before one finally came.

went to pizza hut at bedok inter.
ate a fair bit..
talked about really stupid stuffs.
and there's something wrong with my english today.
kept saying stuffs wrongly.
yeah. today was nice..
though it was FRIDAY THE 13TH.
i thought something bad would happen to me. lol.

tmr going to watch harry potter!
with nic and other ppl.
then going to watch it again with family on sunday. =)
YAY.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

7/12/2007 09:24:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hello..

haven been blogging lately. heh.

no time!
anyway.. yeah decided to change blogskin.

bored of the old one.

got nothing to blog about..

HARRY POTTER.

i can't wait to watch it...

aahhh.

its so cool... =)

going to watch it twice.. YAY.

ok.. band.

he kept scolding me.. well not very fierce or what..

but he's always saying like 'leaders should do this, leaders should do tht'

so irritating! im always doing the wrong thing. haiz..

and i hate it when i have to conduct.

sian la.. senior conductress not here everything i do.

and i can't do it properly.

can't he just appoint another person..

i don't like to do something im forced to.. just because the original person is not here.

think what. i spare tire ah. TSK.

i think he's just lazy to do it.

anyway..

our band shirt is COOL.

i can't stand it..

i just think its damn nice.. =)

tmr got the syf thingy after cca.

not really looking forward to it though.

Friday, July 06, 2007

7/06/2007 09:58:00 PM Y

Post title :

♥ -reality check!-

hey..

last few days haven been blogging.
didn really have the time.
anyway..
shall not talk about it..

today..
sch was rather short today.
haha. i was really tired. heh.
we had this globing day.
everyone wore green.
kinda lame but ya.
we took back the green curtains from our former class.
was suppose to put it up in our classroom.
but in the end we cut it and tied ribbons on our hair.
haha.. very cute.
sarah anne made herself look like a ninjah turtle! damn funny.
she even wore it out after sch. LOL.
fridays aren tht bad.

i thought it would be bad cuz we have two maths and all three sciences on the same day.

after tht.
was looking forward for band.
but.. haha it didn really turn out well.
though we managed to get everything done, i was really disappointed.
if this goes on, im going to loose my voice.
shouting and shouting when no one listens.
won't say who..
but its really tiring wasting so much time just waiting for ppl to get ready.
the past is the past.. we can't possibly ask claire and ruz to come back and lead although i really
want tht to happen.
just too bad u're stuck with me and poh hun.
just wait 9 mths and we'll be gone. =)

ex seniors looked disappointed.
kept asking me why this why tht.
kept putting me in the spot.
damn stress la.
so difficult to give them what they want or expect.

no matter what,
LIFE GOES ON..