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2008-12-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.

I'm so nice, help Sharon update.

After like how long?!

HAHAHAHAHA, she's so lazy.

tsk tsk tsk.

HAHA, today had BAND BBQ!

& Sharon's body is aching thanks to me.

HAHAHAHA, AMAZING RACEEE!

They're group came in first, so it's all worth it!:D

And Sharon's being so nice now,

She's sending me stuff.

which is taking so freaking long to load.

But anyway, at least i wrote something.

I LOVE CLAIRE:D

2008-05-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

omg today brought my band file for nothing..
so stupid.
had such a nice welcome when i stepped into the music room, hearing the word 'EX president'.
ah well.. must get used to it..

the meeting wasn productive at all.. Heh.
and was glad to know tht some ppl didn know who our cca teacher in charge was.
like OMG. totally embarrassing.

now i feel so new in band.
really really wierd..
at least i don't have to go back for band till after my chinese O's.

anyway!
got back chi and e-maths today..
chi was sucky..
chi drills was kinda ok..
managed to go through 2.5 hours of chi..
must really pray for Jiang lou shi..
hope her family is fine back in sichuan.

k gtg now. BYE!

2008-05-08T17:59:00.002+08:00

hello!
one more day before exam ends!!! AHAHAHA..
i've been waiting for this day..
although i'll be having my chi Os on the first day of the june hols. LOL.
i kinda screwed up my papers..
like seriously seriously screw up.. HEH.
studying 20 chapters per subject (for sciences).
and 17 chapters for A-maths..
sec 1 to sec 4 work for e-maths..
sec 3 and 4 work for ss and history..

i really wonder how i did tht in like.. 2 weeks..
really miss those days where we only have to learn like a few chapters..
anyway.. its over!
when O levels is drawing near then i'll panick again.
but if i don't do well this time..
its really a wake up call. LOL.

im being random.. but i miss band. =)
maybe not so much ever since the stress and exams started..
but i still miss band a little tiny-winy bit.

oh yah!
wanna wish all the may babies : natasha, vanessa (nat's twin) , aveline, gen and vanessa leong!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.. =)
love ya guys loads..

physics paper 1 tmr..
not planning to study tht much..
but just do tys and more tys..
gtg!

2008-04-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

band was so sad today!
so many ppl cried when we showed the ppt..
lol..
i cried when i was saying my 'speech'.
omg so embarrassing!!
then my juniors started crying too.
AHH..

but yeah.
i shall finish my speech here!
thank u guys for your support and encouragement..
just let u know tht when i scold you all..
its for your own good.
i can really see tht the band is united after all tht we have been through.
LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!
although u always make my blood boil..
somehow i just feel this sense of belonging in the band..
like we're one big family.
don't know if you guys feel the same..
but i still love you!!

when the new committee take over..
make sure u all listen to them k?
im sure they will do a fantastic job..
but whatever u do.. just do ur best..
don't care if the ex seniors think the band's standard dropped since they left.
(no offence seniors! =P)
just work hard and play hard..
i have faith in you guys!

I LOVE PB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
it has been an awesome week!

firstly..
concert!!
its finally over..
but i had a great time..
minus the shouting and all.
i shall not go there.
don't want to rmb what happened..
really wanna thank all of u guys to TRY to co-operate with me..
still need a little more effort but ya..
at least u guys bothered to try.
wanna thank cherie, sonya and shanna for staying back with me to pack up the music room when everyone left. thanks so much!
owe u guys one..
we did shutter runs eh cherie? LOL.

friday was even better.
except 2.4km run.
almost died!
i have learnt not to eat macs before running. LOL.
couldn walk properly after the run.
xs and pr came to my house to bathe and change..
rushed off to st pats concert..
which was totally awesome.. =)
i made an unglam grand entrance! LOL.
not something nice though. HAHA.
st.stephan's pri band was CUTE.. CUTE CUTE CUTE.
esp the timpani player.
he was running up and down throughout the whole song.. OMG
so cute!!!!!!!!
was cam-whoring outside VCH while waiting for my dad.
sent xs to church and pr home after the whole concert.
will upload the pics another time!

next day!
went to sing for christopher's grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary.
really cool..
married for 50 years.
i doubt i can do tht.

then went to parkway to do something SHOPPING. YAY!
ate at jack's place..
too bad i had to pay majority of the bill.. TSK.
at least i had my cheese cake!! yummy..
went home.. and started doing my homework.
talked on the phone for 2 hours..
then ate dinner.. yup..

today had cat class..
last 3 lessons!
don't know if thts good or not..
can't believe everyone was in the same class since pri 1!
LOL..
went for lunch at some jap place..
bought some daily necessities..
went home and hit the books!
for once.. i started studying.. lol..
yay for sharon! =)

ok..
hope next week will be a good week but i doubt so..
2 tests and bio SPA!!
DIE..

2008-04-01T20:13:00.004+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!

omg today was hilarious..
though it didn really work out. HEH.
it was fun..
esp when it was Ms Kang's lesson.
freaking hilarious!

anyway..
some ppl are just so irritating..
one whole group of them. ARGH.

person A
you are so quiet..
but have the biggest mouth when it comes to complaining!
if u have the guts to complain to _____ about me and the committee, then why not tell it straight to my face in front of everyone? HUH?
want to be angel infront of ____ only la. WTF. GO AND DIE!!!

person B
not very good technically still can complain.
bet u had fun at ______ last sat right?
say what your parents downstairs waiting.
waiting my ass ah.
so self-centred, so irresponsible!!! GO AND DIE!!!!!

what's wrong with you ppl mann..
giving me problems.
like excuse me, i have a life!
i give up on you..
cuz you're not worth my time.
if you don't want to co-operate, its none of my business!

2008-03-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

hello..
march hols were crappy..
had to study for my piano exam.
i was studying so hard on the Italian, German and French terms but none came out!
like WTH.
i was so freaking pissed.
and the SMU lecture room was coooool..
but stuffy.. though it's air-conditioned.

band on wed was _____.
if you were there, you would know what word to put in tht space.
i wasn't angry.. but super angry..
of course im not someone who scolds..
so yeah. just bottle it up inside and then explode when band's over. LOL.
thank god for sec 4s.
seriously mann.. Heh.
love them loads!

march hols are over..
back to school!
i wonder who im going to sit with for the whole of next term..
hopefully she's someone i can talk to. haha..
well gtg now!
need to do some last min hw. =P

2008-02-23T16:06:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

haven't been blogging alot huh.. haha..

just came back from Sec 2 camp corri '08.

besides having to loose my voice, having aches, sunburns and ropeburns,

IT WAS AWESOME!

like totally..

i miss camp, i miss jalan bahtera, and most of all i miss sec 2/4!

seeing them work together and having so much fun really touched me..

though we facils were raising our voices to ask them to move faster, it was worth it..

really worth it to see them transform into a strong and united class.. one big family!

just remember.. winning isn't everything ya?

the most important thing is that you guys enjoyed yourselves and learnt something from the camp.

deep down in my heart, you guys are already winners.

so keep up the good work!

CRANK THAT SEC 2/4!

By the way..

WE FACILS AND INSTRUCTORS ROCK TOO!

2008-01-28T20:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
haven been blogging for weeks!
LOL.
anyway..
forgot what has happened since i last blogged.
all i know is that we have lots of tests..
one test down.. four more to go!
what a nice way of counting down the week ya?

Chingay practice this wed..
AHH. late nights again..
and waking up to see huge patches of dark rings around my eyes.
aww mann..

Gen didn come last monday to wed.
I WAS BORED.
she abandoned me.. =(
LOL. but i managed to get through those three days by sitting with stacy and sarah anne.
i really don't know how sarah anne can stand sitting with stacy.
and i can't believed i actually sat next to stacy for half a year.
HAHA. kidding!
stacy's nice.. right stacy? =)

don't mind me but don't u think you've crossed the line?
be grateful tht u even have the opportunity.

2008-01-02T21:27:00.001+08:00

hey..

first day of sch.
what can i say.
typical stuffs teachers will say.
make me nervous.. haiyo.
CANTEEN FOOD SUCKS!
the soup tastes like water.
bee hoon is tasteless.

SEC 4.
still used to calling myself a sec 3.
im still young!
btw mr Quek didn know there were 12 days of christmas until today.
-.-''

anyway.. was looking forward to band.
but it was crappy.
everything's starting to go wrong.
so many things on.
the chingay ppl and modern dance ppl came in today.
plus dhoom.. didnt manage to do anything for orientation. so ya.
talking about chingay..
had to choose 20 ppl.
SIAN. so many sec 4s can't go.
so only left me and xs. =(
as usual.
she's like my chingay/drumming fest buddy. LOL.
thanks for going with me!

auditions!
next tues.
poh hun not coming!
nat and stacy will be there too.

yup. nothing else.
bye!

2007-12-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

hey..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
im one day late..
but yeah. heck.
there's twelve days of christmas anyway..

had a feast/family christmas dinner yst..
the aunties and uncles came..
yup. had lots of fun..

band tmr.
speaking about band..
spent 4 freaking hours writing barely half the score for Dhoom 2.
its gonna be different.
cuz i realised that the one we usually play is like totally different from the song itself.
since he wanted me to follow the song as accurately as i can.
had to change everything.
yup.. hope he prefers it. if not i'll hate him.

2007-12-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

hey..

haven been blogging..
band the past two days were.. -.-''
thts all i can say.
racking my brain in the morning to think of new rhythms.
mann.. was so tired..

luckily i have Nat.
LOL.
he didn really like what we came up with at first.
so yeah.
had to think of new formations to drag the whole performance.
he only made some minor adjustments here and there.
didn really help much.
haha..
but it was a good way in which we can see the real ability of the band members.
kinda satisfied with what my grp came up with. =)
others were just as good.

performance tmr..
just hope it'll go well.
and really hope i don't see anyone i know there.
esp in tht stupid idiotic hairstyle..

2007-12-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

helloo..
haven been blogging..
anyway.. had lunch with mathea, natasha and angela at Cafe Cartel..
they treated me.. LOL.
thanks for the slipper and the treat!
love ya guys..
and they sang happy birthday song..
so embarrassing.. haha..
but thanks so much!
walked around BHG.
had to go home early to celebrate with family.
went to Astons to eat!
great place!

lets see what i got so far:
-$108 tagger bag from my cousins. =)
-a really beautiful cat necklace from my sis..
-heart shape necklace from matthew..
-flip flops from urbanfemale from nat and gang.
many many more from others.
im still expecting somemore cuz many of my friends are overseas now..
won't see them till next year.
haiz.. thts the bad thing about having birthdays during the hols.
but nonetheless.. i love being a december baby!

pics will come in later..
have to get it from nat and my dad.
well thanks everyone for their wishes and smses and presents.
esp those who smsed at midnight.. LOL.
love ya!

2007-11-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

hey!
back from MOE leadership camp.
it was quite fun.. yup.

Day 1
1 hour bus ride to jalan bahtera.
splited up into 2 grps..
my grp consisted of pei rong, olivia, tsin ning, mathea, pearlyn, janna, joy, randy, rouen, amanda, melissa, sarah anne, maria, michelle chew, michelle low and su jan.
and we're called the !Oompa Loompa(s).
the other grp called themselves Rojak.
ate breakfast, then went on to the zipline/high elements.
zipline a.k.a flying fox was FUN.
it wasn tht high..
coach timothy promised me tht if i didn scream, he would treat me to dinner.
and i really didn scream! joy and janna was 'screaming/cheering' for me.
so from up there it seemed as if i screamed.
haiz.. no dinner in the end. LOL.

yup.. due to the rain we couldn do high elements and kayaking. SIAN.
we only managed to learn how to belay and tying the 8-figure.
did wet weather activities..
by then it was already 6 plus.
bathed, ate dinner which was kinda disgusting but edible. yuck.
did night walk!
first half we were all blind folded holding each other by the shoulder. and they were leading us to some place..
and we ended up in the entrance, which leads to a long stretch of road.
the second half was freaky. had to walk alone one by one along the road.
i was.. kinda freaked out.
it was pitch black.
until some stupid car drove pass and spoilt the fun.
walked for like 7 mins plus, met the rest and talked.
michelle's ghost story was SO scary. -.-
waited for everyone to reach, then walked back as a grp.
nights out at 11pm plus. =)

Day 2
woke up at 6.45am, assembled at 7.30am.
ate breakfast.. oh yah. we did the hungry cheer again.
well for every meal.
started the day off with recap of belaying techniques/skills.
then learnt how to read the compass and doing pacing.
which was kinda lame. haha.
moved on to outdoor cooking!
super tedious!
had to cook orange omelette and cookie.
the orange omelette was a disaster cuz the fire just couldn start!
we had to use dry leaves to keep it going.
but in the end it couldn really work.
the cookies turned out to taste like prata. LOL.
at least it was nice.
took close to 2 hours to finish cooking/starting the fire.. yeah.

after tht ate lunch,
moved on to rockclimbing/belaying.
everyone took turns to do all the roles of the belay team and being the climber.
after my grp we started playing the bottle game.
all the instructors couldn get it. OLD LA.
they taught us this 'ba rum' game.
which was really funny and noisy.
had to sit between instructor randal a.k.a random and instructor jeremy a.k.a gay. LOL.
super noisy can..
but i wasnt distracted. haha..
they thought i would lose. BLEAH!
in the end they both had to do forfeit.
super lame!

next was the casualty course/general station.
had to do some obstacle while having a casualty.
so ppl had to take turns carrying her. the first one was maria.. lol.
first station we had to get everyone across this high wall, including the casualty, but she couldn 'move'.
yeah.
finished then had to do the higher wall.

the next casulty was ME.
haiz. carried me flat up the staircase.
my neck was killing me!
next station everyone had to go through this tire, including me.
the activity stopped cuz we didn realise tht the grp's safety was in danger.
the spine hitting the edge of the tire and all. yeah.
so the instructors lectured us.
but in the end we made it.

then bathed, ate dinner, then played kidnap.
maria got kidnapped.
there were 25 boxes in which 2 contained our grp's key to unlock her chains.
so we had to finish one station in order to guess one box.
if we didn get it right.. we have to move on to station 2.
yeah.. thts how it goes.
the first time we guessed it right..
so we got our first key!
and then luck wasn on our side..
did like 5 other stations before guessing the next box which contained our key.
it was box 1 and 6.
yeah.. then everyone gathered at the shutter area.
someone told them it wasn there.
my grp didn believe so we went to check, opening all the shutters, AT NIGHT.
me and tsin ning opened the first one, and it couldn open.
then tried the second one.
we didn know it was open, so we used alot of strength.
then the instructor inside ran out and scared us.
i was totally freaked out k!
scream like crazy. LOL.
yup. so we got maria out..
and we won! haha..

day 3 didn do much.
did area cleaning, debrief then went back to sch!
i missed band ALOT.
kept smsing poh hun and others to ask how was band. yeah.
so tht was it! =)

2007-11-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

hello..
haven been blogging these few days.
moved house already! lol..
so the internet was down the past week.
yeap..

been really busy lately..
packing stuffs..
moving it here and there.
and i think i lost my chem wb.
damn. of all books. heh.
anyway..
many things have been going on.
can't take it anymore!
really worried about my grandma..
us being seperated from my cousins etc.
long story. haiz..

band the past few weeks weren tht fine.
but i want to say tht the sec 1s did really well on friday!
so cute.. haha.
they were really good, given the short time to practice and come up with a new rhythm and all.
and they had to stay back after band to do it, as usual.
yup. proud of you guys! =)

going to have band on monday and tuesday.
then going for MOE camp from wed to friday.
sad.. rather go for band!
poh hun's going to be alone..
haiz.. the band better listen to her. lol.

gtg!

2007-11-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

had band today..
it was.. so-so.
finally finished valley!
but its still very messy.
yup.
wait till the saviour comes back form god know where he is.

vanessa! jia you k?
didn know your part was tht difficult.
you can do it!

anyway..
one more band prac was added.

oh yah..
was really annoyed with someone today.
she just can't keep her freaking mouth shut!
so irritating!
whenever i see her. i just.. just feel like strangling her!!!
AHH.

calm down sharon.. LOL.
prefects camp tmr till friday.
i really wonder how it'll go.
i mean.. after what happened. HEH.
hope they won't make my life miserable.
pray to God something good will come out of it.

yup.
went to eat lunch with stacy, nat and ph before meeting my bro at
century to watch Game Plan.
A must watch movie!
really nice. and touching!

yeah.. came home..
slacked..
no more nice chi shows to watch.
and i still haven pack for the camp..

cya!

2007-11-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

hello!
haven't been blogging the past few days. or weeks. heh.
anyway..
performance was quite a success..
didn know the stage was so small.
so we couldn move around or change formation etc.
LOL.
but i guess it was fine.

yup.
had band today.
had to clean up the library and the 'store room'.
it was so freaking dirty!
but ya.
at least we get CIP points. haha.
the rest did sectionals for valley.
and im suppose to finish up valley by tmr?
no no mann..
its so difficult to conduct.
its not even my job.
talking about tht..
the sec 4NA didn come again.
only farah. haiz.

had to play with only three timpani cuz the forth one couldn go through the music room door.
so stupid..
yup..

nothing much to blog about..
band tmr! ahh.
and those ppl want to take the green TAMA drum set for grad nite.
and i have to prepare it for them.
like wth.
they themselves cannot take meh.
something sure happen to the drum set. heh.

anyway.. can't wait for the senior's farewell.
its going to be FUN!
HAHA. well to me la. =)

2007-11-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

hey!
finally school's over!
anyway.. about friday..
many things happened.
both good and bad.

stupid way to end sec 3.
yeah..
had to meet mrs cheong during recess..
and she was so nice!
i talked to her as if she's my best friend. LOL.
much better then them.
wierd huh..

but ya. she was nice.
talked to me nicely and all.
the best part was when she said i could actually go to the shop opp sch to alter my skirt if i find it too long! like OMG. i was shocked to hear tht from her.

and actually they called me back partly cuz of friendship problems.
which has nothing to do with prefects!
like WTH.
complain queen ah she..
of course she'll make it look like im the one at fault, given her fantastic acting talent.
but i seriously don't get it..
she really wants me to get into trouble..

haiz.
what to do?
sacrificing friendship for position..
isn tht what she always thought was the right thing to do?
now she got it.. shouldn she be happy?
i just don't get it.

anyway.. now the happy thing.
had class BBQ at mr poh's house.
it was damn fun! it was a dress up party.

went to angela's house after sch to make the shirt.
i think we did a really good job!
everyone thought it was printed on. HAHA.
we took a damn long time to do it..
so ya. all our hard work!
at mr poh's house, we played hide and seek and sardines around the whole condo.
joy and janna really could hide..
the whole class was walking as a group finding them.
it was really fun! but tiring!
heh.. went home at about 11 plus..

yup.. pictures will come later! angela haven given it to me yet.
hols aren exactly hols..
rehearsals for concert next year..
lots of hw..
need to study for Os next year.
i can't believe im going to be sec 4 next year.
gonna step down from band!
AHH.. i don't want!
its so sad..
used to see my seniors leaving..
and now its my turn..

2007-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

hey..

bad day today!
had Big Day Out.. which was totally disorganised!
kept changing venue.. Heh.
and got scoldings from many teachers.
well it isnt our fault..
we were just told to play there.

anyway.. everything went fine till the afternoon.
had my reassessment for prefects.
i tell u.. it was a total screw up.
but i am proud of myself.
i made a choice between PB and prefects.
cuz they asked me..
'If PB had a performance, and if you were down for duty for prefects on the same day, which one would u go to?'
i said PB.
i mean.. DUH.
i have a hugh responsibility in band.
unlike prefects, where they have hundreds of prefects and im like a nobody there.
they can't possibly expect me to choose prefects over band. HEH. NEVER.
even if tht costs me to step down, i would never regret saying tht.

and band was equally stressful.
two perf without him?!
thts totally crazy.
i can just die.

2007-10-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

hey..
haven been blogging these few days.
anyway.. band has started! haha..
ah well..
the stress is back again.
it just doesn go away huh.

yup.
keep moving forward! lol.
there's Big Day Out on wed.
really scared though.
hate to lead. seriously..
no one actually believes it but ya.
im really scared.

everyone says i can do it etc.
but they don't know it really feels like standing infront.
well maybe its just me.

and the next perf he won't be there again.
haiz.. our year is THE most unlucky batch.
really.. everything new and what not happens when we are in charge.
its more stressful then the past few seniors i must say.

ah well.
at least we know we made a change in band.
yup!
VALLEY. HAHA.
i really can lose weight playing the timpani!
thts something good. heh.
i had muscle aches the next day. LOL.
i guess i could lose a few kg after next year's concert.

anyway.. im kinda relaxing myself now.
watched lots of chi series shows.
really nice!
should watch 'Fang Yang De Xing Xing'
a must watch!

results.. ERM.
haha.. not going to say anything about it.
what's done is done.
and i won't regret about not studying harder.
cuz it won't change my marks.
must well accept it and move on! =)

2007-10-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

hello!
EXAMS ARE OVER..
im like finally free..
well not exactly..

things have been happening..
but none the less..
exams are over!
tht means.. no more studying..
no more memorising equations and formulas..
no more whatever! HAHAHAHA.

felt tht sense of freedom after giving amanda my chem paper. =)
and sitting in the hall for exams are kinda cool compared to classrooms.
LOL. first time sitting behind stacy..

YUP.. im really glad its over.
now im just going to rest and relax!
play all i want..
and SHOP all i want.
i have been deprived of purchasing clothes, shoes, assessories etc.
but now no one can stop me! muahahaha.

ok im going crazy.
going to conference with nat and stacy at god knows what time.
just have to wait till my phone rings.
and we actually have to conference two times just to go out.
and from a two night sleepover to just a normal going out thing.
AHH. so much for the excitement.

gtg now! nites!

2007-09-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

hello..
long time since i last posted.
anyway.. been busy.
now band's over, im free everyday..
just doesn feel right.
so wierd to be home so early on a wednesday.
haha.. I MISS BAND.
thts my point.

exams are round the corner..
can't study.. my brain's not functioning..
and why is tht..
I DON'T KNOW.
haiz..

jia you sharon!

2007-09-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello..
heh its like 11 at night now..
anyway.. decided to blog.
TEACHER'S DAY is finally over!
all the stress is gone..
but ya.. i thought we did very well..
considering the fact that peranakan is not something we're familiar with.
GREAT JOB PB!

went out with nat and angela.
went to vivo to watch Hairspray.
its an awesome show. a must watch!
anyway.. just so happen the cast of Heroes came down.
so ya.. the whole first floor was damn crowded.
saw many SACians. like stacy and gang. lol..

then yeah.. walked and talked. damn funny.
we always seem to lose our way.
couldn find the cinema. LOL.
went to White Dog Cafe to eat.
its a very nice restaurant to eat at.
reasonable price yet delicious.

Oh and vanessa (nat's sis) said tht she saw Mr Juraimi and Mr Siad at vivo too!
lucky i didn see them. haha..
then ya. had to take turns carrying the bear for Bey Bey.
YEAH. so mah fun..

yup. so..
exams are round the corner.
always want to study but can't!
homework just takes up alot of time.. haiz.
so no time to study. blame the teacher's for tht.. haha.

gtg!

2007-08-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

hello..
SCHOOL.
i dragged myself to school today..
though i could have stayed at home..
sleeping all day.
had effing fever the last few days.
like 39.5? it was hell..

the ACES dance was nicer than last year's one.
ok.. anyway.
yeah sch was alright.
mondays are the best.
have the least number of periods.

had headache at the end of the day.
and my neck!
it was killing me the whole day.
from one lymnode (however u spell it) , it became three!
ahh..
yeah so it was damn pain.

tutorials was ok today..
ms kang talked about this idiom,
and i kinda like it.
'The only constant in life is change'.

had teacher's day prac after tutorials.
it was productive.
and stacy pressed my neck the way she does it.
it was effing pain ok.
seriously!
she just wouldn stop!
i didn exactly cry.. just dropped a few tears.
obviously not infront of everyone!
straight away took the tablet tht stops it from hurting..

and no one was listening to a word i was saying..
so i did what everyone was doing..
practicing my own stuffs, being in my own world.
then after tht ppl got things started.
so ya.
we kinda got things done by then. sort of.
ppl these days just don't care about their responsibilities until trouble comes.
and when it comes, they don't get the scolding.
smart arent they? XD

called me grand aunt, and off to home!
away from all troubles. =)

2007-08-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

sch was totally fine..
though the day was long.
anyway..
it was ruined by band. so ya.
here goes..

i found a very good reason why the band's like THAT.
juniors not listening.. talking when someone else is talking..
and the reason is because they see the seniors doing it.
so why can't they? can't blame them at all.

i'll probably die on friday..
the whole 'sharon, i do not like what im hearing' speech will go on again.
and teacher's day perf is really killing me.
things arent just working out for me nowadays.

lucky thing i didn break down during band..

i suck being pres..

2007-08-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

hello..

today sch seemed to end so fast..
and ya.
was so sleepy during a maths!
then yeah after tht was awake.
anyway..
had to stay back for teacher's day rehearsal.
was so frustrated.
wherever we go to practice..
we always seem to disturb ppl.
its damn irritating when teachers come in or student leaders of other cca's to tell you not to make so much noise.
and its not like we had the choice right.
ph seemed to be in a moody mood. heh.
these few days haven been good if u ask me.
its really hectic, stress, more stress.
its so tiring.. haiz.
i hope i won't grow white hair anymore.

we had only 1 hour plus to practice.
but i was surprised we could do at least half the song.
there wasnt a freaking pluck to pluck in the radio wire.
so there was no song.
so had to make our own version.
something like tht..
just collaborating whatever we know.

yup..
can't wait for concert tmr..
HAHA. yeah ok.

2007-08-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

F-U-C-K.
thts all i can say.
im really lost now..
i really don't know what to do.
so pls if u have the ans.. TELL ME.
i just wanna get away from everyone and everything.
im not going to say anymore things.
cuz i know it'll create more hatred.
maybe if i take a step back.. it'll change for the better.
i've just got alot of things on my mind now.
don't know where to start.
it just keeps coming and coming.
i wonder how anyone can take it.

well the only entertain i got today was PE.
PE is fun.. haha.
though we keep playing the same thing again and again.
its really fun.

2007-07-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey.

ok.. well school was kinda ok today..
i actually read through chem yst. cuz i totally didn understand the chapter.
anyway..
today suppose to go for creative com briefing.

if you need to know why ALL OF US couldn come..
i'll let you know why.
Xiao Si-tuition
Stacy-marching. she missed the last few marching practices cuz of band. so this time she had to go.
Poh Hun-biology class. she can't miss it cuz bio isn included in her timetable. its an extra subject.
Me-had piano lesson.
Natasha-tuition
Sarah G-had to go make her IC.

yup. now u know..
so could u stop making it sound as though its our fault!
we were just asking a favour from you. ok maybe a very last min one..
but still.. couldn u guys help?
i know you'd probably say tht im the pres and all. and tht i SHOULD DO EVERYTHING CONCERNING BAND.
PLS! i told u before.. im not a super woman.
if i ask you for a favour.. means i need help.
if not why the hell would i ask?!
everything concerning the band takes the whole band to do it.
me and poh hun actually asks you whether you guys want to back out.
and you guys agreed! i repeated the question alot of times. you guys still agreed!
none of u said no. so why now when we are already out..
you have to bitch about it behind our backs like as if we forced you and that its our fault.
yeah everything is our fault now eh?

you obviously know we can't focus on both projects, within two weeks.
especially when everyone can't meet up together. there would always be ppl not coming.
again.. im not only saying the sec 1s and 2s. even the sec 3s can't make it.
and i don't think you want to embarrass yourself on stage infront of everyone and let them see a not prepared skit.
well i don't want tht to happen.
and when we spend too much time on creative com.. what about the teacher's day perf?
are you going to neglect that one too?
teacher's day perf is more imp than creative com if u ask me.
don't only think about yourself.. its the band image we're talking about here.
not some crap thing.
so pls.. just accept the fact tht we already backed out, and now concentrate on teacher's day. OK?

2007-07-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

hey.
today sch was bleah.
was half awake during chemistry!
then yeah. physics.. haiz.
i just felt like killing mr quek. haha.
anyway. during recess someone made me angry.
then had emaths journal writing test.
then CME. slacked again.

BAND.
thts what i usually talk about anyway.
had to use the hall! heh.
hot hot hot.
did all four sambas. was pretty bad.
but after tht it was ok.
u know.. i hate it when ppl don't come for cca.
esp when you're sick but not THT sick until u can't stay back for band.
like as if u're going to get a stroke or what.

but ya.
then had creative com meeting.
damn funny! at least we have a plot and everything settled.
just need to rehearse. yup! yay..
hope we win.. =)
and money problem settled!! like finally. heh.

2007-07-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

hello..
i feel so shitty now.
school was kinda ok today. rather short.
was high during history..
and PE!
OMG. it was sick!
we played captains ball for PE.
the usual grp.
stephanie was.. oh my.. all over jasmine.
PHYSICALLY. just to get the freaking ball from her.
everyone was like *eyes wide open, mouth wide wide open*.
we felt so disgusted!

anyway..
yeah obviously u should know what made me feel like tht now.
i just can't take it anymore!! AHH.
every inch of my blood vessels and cells can just explode NOW.
im sure u guys don't want to hear what happen.
poh hun knows best.. i think. and a few others.
i've been keeping it inside for so long..
i just feel bad scolding u all.
but yet u guys make me scold u.

infront of ppl i say all the nice things about PB.
blah blah blah.. all the crap starts coming out.

INSTRUMENTS.
if u want to borrow the instru, pls take care of them PROPERLY.
its so painful seeing a djembe torn..
im not blaming u.. just asking/begging u to take care of it.
who taught us to love the instru?

i just hope they will respect the leaders now and not just budge in to do whatever they like.
u might be older than me, but i won't let u push me and the others around.

im totally sick and tired of putting my hand up,
waiting for all of u to get ready.
30 secs to notice me and keep quiet.
PLEASE.
was it like tht last year?
why do u have to do this to me?
i've got enough trouble being the president and senior conductress.
what more do u expect?
im not superwoman.

2007-07-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

hey..

after sch had band..
was in the canteen before tht and there was a fight!
so scary.. sec 2s somemore.
ruz, crystal and ying hua went over.
poor ruz got stuck between the two ppl fighting.
and she got bit and pushed around! LOL.
damn dramatic la..
everyone was just standing there watching.
so amazing seeing girls fight.. literally FIGHT.
it was damn funny..

band was fun today. (:
samba was so cool..
really better than last time.
haha..
anyway.. yeah band was good.
decided not to go for the party in school.
so stacy, nat and i went to eat dinner.
while waiting outside, this girl dropped her wallet.
it was stupid.. she put it on her lap and it just slipped off when she stood up. and she didn realise at all!
then stacy saw.. picked it up.. but by the time the girl got into the car already.
so we were like wondering what to do with it.
nat said to pass it to G.O.
so ya.. we went back to sch.. sian.
G.O wasnt open.. then passed it to the security guard.
nat took all the credit when he praised her. LOL.
stacy was angry. not literally ANGRY.
so funny.. then the security guard told us to pass it to any teacher.
so went into the sch compound..
looked for teachers. found one..
and got praised again. LOL.
at least we did a good deed.
continued flagging for taxi.
it took damn long before one finally came.

went to pizza hut at bedok inter.
ate a fair bit..
talked about really stupid stuffs.
and there's something wrong with my english today.
kept saying stuffs wrongly.
yeah. today was nice..
though it was FRIDAY THE 13TH.
i thought something bad would happen to me. lol.

tmr going to watch harry potter!
with nic and other ppl.
then going to watch it again with family on sunday. =)
YAY.

2007-07-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

hello..

haven been blogging lately. heh.

no time!
anyway.. yeah decided to change blogskin.

bored of the old one.

got nothing to blog about..

HARRY POTTER.

i can't wait to watch it...

aahhh.

its so cool... =)

going to watch it twice.. YAY.

ok.. band.

he kept scolding me.. well not very fierce or what..

but he's always saying like 'leaders should do this, leaders should do tht'

so irritating! im always doing the wrong thing. haiz..

and i hate it when i have to conduct.

sian la.. senior conductress not here everything i do.

and i can't do it properly.

can't he just appoint another person..

i don't like to do something im forced to.. just because the original person is not here.

think what. i spare tire ah. TSK.

i think he's just lazy to do it.

anyway..

our band shirt is COOL.

i can't stand it..

i just think its damn nice.. =)

tmr got the syf thingy after cca.

not really looking forward to it though.

2007-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey..

last few days haven been blogging.
didn really have the time.
anyway..
shall not talk about it..

today..
sch was rather short today.
haha. i was really tired. heh.
we had this globing day.
everyone wore green.
kinda lame but ya.
we took back the green curtains from our former class.
was suppose to put it up in our classroom.
but in the end we cut it and tied ribbons on our hair.
haha.. very cute.
sarah anne made herself look like a ninjah turtle! damn funny.
she even wore it out after sch. LOL.
fridays aren tht bad.

i thought it would be bad cuz we have two maths and all three sciences on the same day.

after tht.
was looking forward for band.
but.. haha it didn really turn out well.
though we managed to get everything done, i was really disappointed.
if this goes on, im going to loose my voice.
shouting and shouting when no one listens.
won't say who..
but its really tiring wasting so much time just waiting for ppl to get ready.
the past is the past.. we can't possibly ask claire and ruz to come back and lead although i really
want tht to happen.
just too bad u're stuck with me and poh hun.
just wait 9 mths and we'll be gone. =)

ex seniors looked disappointed.
kept asking me why this why tht.
kept putting me in the spot.
damn stress la.
so difficult to give them what they want or expect.

no matter what,
LIFE GOES ON..

2007-06-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

hey!

today sch was ok..
was surprisingly awake.
so ya. then after sch went to novena with pb peeps.
omg we had so much fun!!

firstly i suggested eating sakae sushi.
haha i ate ALOT.
and we were laughing like some crazy ppl.
and tht restaurent only seems to have one freaking song.
and it keeps playing on again and again.
damn irritating. LOL.
but we had alot of fun.
talking about lame stuffs.
and poh hun being SUPER slow at everything we say.
she makes us laugh alot.

HEH. had a really great time.
then we went to find the shirt shop.
i was the smart on who knew it was at novena square and not novena square 2.
and SOMEONE didn listen to me.
had to ask other ppl only to know the shop is really at novena square.
stupid la.. then walked all the way there.
had a little trouble finding the shop too.
all the turns here and there.
confusing place.

yeah.
so we changed it to round neck..
cuz polo tee was super huge. and it looked disgusting. haha.
so ya.
PB peeps pls bring $15 tmr!
collectingmoney time. HAHA.

so ya.
having band tmr at the cca foyer.
its going to be damn hot.
no music rm!! AHH.

lol. k..
cya!

2007-06-22T09:17:00.001+08:00

hello.....

ah. its 9.17am now.
so early! i couldn go back to sleep.
so yst..
what did i do?
oh yah.
k in the morning.. i practiced piano.
u know i didn realise my piano exam was tht near.
its like 3rd of July.
so ya. im dead.
i better pass la.. then im done with piano!
well except for my theory. still got one more grade to go.
sickening la.. can't believe i spent so many years doing something i don't really like.

anyway..
then i went down to pp to meet nat and angela.
i took 196.. then i thought i was lost or i missed the stop k!
so stupid la.
went to pp looking for pressies.. but couldn find.
so took the bus to tm.
omg the bus ride was super long.
and we were standing.. haiz..
but we laughed alot. ALOT.
angela cried again. haha.
u know.. she crys when she laughs too much.
LOL. wierd right. heh.
we were talking about how wierd science teachers speaks.
cuz me and nat went to the science centre on wed.
and had some designer tee shirt thing and a talk.
the talk was SUPER DUPER boring.
thanks to ph's hand game.. me and nat lived through it. =)
the person was like talking in a funny accent.
damn funny.. all of us couldn help but laugh.
which was kinda embarrassing cuz another sch was there too.
and they were all taking down notes!
so guai. heh.
then we talked about other stuffs too.

finally, we reached tm.
bought the pressie, then went to the pet shop to buy my hamster's stuff.
yup.
watched 'The Messenger' last night.
scary show..........

yeah then today..
got piano lesson for two freaking hours!
i don't know how im going to live through tht. UH.

2007-06-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

hey.
band was quite fun today.
had sectionals, combine, then sectionals, and combined again.
im just not in the mood to blog now.
ppl keep pissing me off.
giving me work to do when im not suppose to be doing.
so irritating!
pls have the sense of responsibility.
doesn mean im the president i have to so everything.
if its your part of the job you should jolly well do it! not push it to us.
UH!

2007-06-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

hello..

came to school early for sectionals today.
but CO took the rm.
so ya.
no choice had to wait.

then band.
quite disappointing cuz quite a number didn turn up.
had sectionals during band.
so unfair mallets had to go outside near the gallery.
so hot la.
after tht combined.
it was... not say tht bad and not say tht good.
so yeah.
gotta work harder!

k then after band..
as usual, sec 3s were just hanging out in the music rm.
nat was so freaking funny k.
she took the wrong skirt, and it turned out to be an XL, when she's like an S size?
so she rolled her skirt like crazy until it became shorter and tighter.
it was so funny!

then after tht went down to the pfa office.
had to call the absentees.
uh i hate doing tht.
the rest were outside making alot of noise. haha.
then ms jezeille caught nat and her super rolled skirt.

she came into the office and said, 'haiyo.. tht natasha ah. roll her skirt so much. (then she looked at me), PB pres prefect somemore.'
i was like wth.
its not like she purposely want to fold so much right..

so i didn really care about it.
and the next thing i knew..
jezeille was singing in the office! SINGING some chi song.
in my mind i was like 'wth, just shut up..'

ok so after i went out of sch,
i missed the bus. ya.
so i took a taxi.
OMG the taxi driver was so irritating!
he asked how old i was, why am i coming back to sch etc.
i think he talk too much and missed the turn.
i was like eh wth.
so i told him he's going the wrong way.
then he was like 'why u nvr tell me! im changing shift now. i'll stop u at the nearest bus stop k?'
i was like arggh. so angry!
and tht bus stop was like way off from where i wanted to go.
had to take so many buses to reach.
wasted like 30 mins la.
lucky he told me i didn need to pay.

yeah so tht was my day.
kinda unlucky. haha.
haiz. having sectionals tmr at 12pm.
than band at 2pm.

yup yup. so.. bye! =)

2007-06-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

hello..

haha today spent the whole day in sch.
had prefects training/bonding session.
it was yeah. ok..

first game had double wacko.
our grp was so small la.
so boring.
then had newspaper game.
was quite fun. there were like four taped boxes..
and the circle in the middle.
there were newspapers places there.
so when they gave the cue, all grps would run to get as many newspaper as possible.
then crush it into balls.. then 'attack' the other grps, and at the same time keep our area clean.
our grp was the best la.. so clean. haha.

then played blind mans buff.
it was long..
they were putting egg, wasabi, tomato catchup on u.
gross la.
and we walked on bare foot.
and we were pulled away from our grps.
it was fun la..
having ppl to tickle u using don't know what.
got used to it after awhile.

then there were dry stuffs.
i couldn help but close my eyes once in a while.
it was seriously boring!
the talk was so freaking long..
then after tht played games.
the acting game.
my grp had to act out 'ba qua'
kinda like Cherades. just act out in an advertisement.
then yeah had farewell..

yup.
haiz. sometimes i feel so excited about going for band..
then sometimes i wonder why im so enthu about it. heh.
ah well. =)

2007-06-11T19:34:00.000+08:00

heyy..

im so freaking bored...
did a little of my bio and chem.
was looking after my two little tiny cousins.
one was crying like usual. so i left him with the grandmas.
and the other one was cheerful as usual.
cute and adorable.
really made my morning a happy one. haha.

yup. then they left at about 3pm.
then off i went to tm with my bro to run errands.
at the same time let my bro play at the arcade. yup.
rather than staying at home.

yeah..
came home at about 5.
then watched my chi show.

tht was my day.
BORING.
im rotting at home.. someone save me..

oh and i've been sleeping late these few weeks.
just couldn slp.
i don't know why, i keep pondering about things.
and i'll think too far, afraid it'd really happen one day.
i think its just me worrying too much about my responsibilities.

2007-06-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

hello.

ah im bored..
finished bio and emaths only.
still got so much more! ahhhh.
lazy to do.

going out with my bro and
domestic helper (if i said maid, stacy would prolly kill or lecture me).
yeah. she's going to send money to her hometown.
so we're heading to lucky plaza later.
can shop shop a little. haha.

oh.. yst went shopping with mummy, bro and sis after doing emaths project.
mummy took a day off.
cuz she wants to spend time with her dear children! HAHA. ok.
yeah so went parkway.
i bought clothing! was super discounted la.
saw this jacket.. from $64 to $24!
i was like waaaa.. haha.

ok.. so ya.
after going to lucky plaza..
gtg home to do more hw.
must finish el and maybe ss.
i hate doing corrections.
sure a bore. heh.

I MISS BAND. i wanna go back for band.
saw stacy blogging about exco camp.
the amazing race looked fun eh.
heh. ah well.
don't remind me about exco.
i had to choose.
presidentship or vice-head.
i guess i didn have a choice.

was thinking of having a band camp during the sept/dec hols.
yeah. haiz.
and farewell party. i really want THT one!! just too bad its too ex.

2007-06-07T10:39:00.000+08:00

hey..

ok for stacy's sake..
i shall blog about band. though i already think she knows what happened.
so ya. band on tues.
we did... let me think.
erm yeah we did night flight.
yup. feels wierd without the drumset!
haiz.. stacy stacy. haha.
we didn move on to a new part of the song.
cuz some ppl had rhythm problem.

and ppl were playing instru they weren suppose to.
so he was kinda pissed. and started shooting fire at me and poh hun.
super irritating. was super stress. heh.
so ya.

then interplay.
sec 1s was ok.. just need touch up.
yup then bayport. it was kinda a disaster.
cuz it was a new score to the band. except the sec 3s.
i was happily sight reading the whole time.
anyway, yeah tht was it.
and he told me and poh hun to find the bayport conductor's score.
die die also must find.

so i was nice..
cuz we tried to find the score.
but somehow it wasn in the library.
so i decided to write it all out. just like what i did for interplay.
oh boy. i took 8 hours, excluding dinner, toilet break and bathing time to finish it.
my hand was freaking pain!
my fingers were shaking.
i was cursing the person who took the score.
haha..

but ya.
i kept telling myself it was for the band.
in the end, i finished writing it by 12.45am. then slept at 1am.

next day!
band again.
sec 1s started first.
interplay. yup.
sectionals for seniors.
natasha's joke was damn funny la.
the MRT one. was laughing like crazy. especially marilyn. LOL.
so ya. sec 1s took a long time.
then our turn.
night flight. was ok..
managed to play till K. yup.
bayport. bleah.
we couldn continue! it was so messy and all.
so we stopped. he told us to practice during the next week cuz there's no band.
yeah.

sian ah. i wanna go back for band.
maybe might wanna go back for sectionals. haha.
yup. so tht was band.
gtg now!
go angela's house do project.
all the geog students went bukit timah today.
so lame la. haha.
so ya. im going to meet natasha and mathea and angela later for emaths project.

2007-06-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

hello..

sry for not blogging for days or weeks.
didn really have the mood to blog.
more or less lazy to blog.

yeah.. so had band today.
sucked like shit. heh.
first of all.. we were late.
the sec 3s.
it was for a good course k.
sacrificed our lunch just for it.
and we actually thought it was worth it.

walked into the music room to find
claire and ruzanna sitting at the piano.
no choice.. knew was going to get scolding from them,
and i got it.
but i guess i deserved it. heh.
so ya. band didn start well for me.
was kinda pissed at everything.
played night flight. was a disaster.
cuz we were short of ppl. yeah.
then interplay.
surprisingly they were better than i expected.
yeah. a job well done to the sec 1s.

then.. the bonding session.
well i thought the sec 3s did a good job..
considering the fact tht we took one day to plan it.
maybe to SOME it wasn fun.
its so difficult to satisfy them.

maybe they should taste how is it like being one of the leaders.
just one day. and you'll see.
its not all about the title and status.
just living up to it might be a problem.

band's so stressful!!
how i wish i could go back to those days..
6 months of strokes..
finishing interplay within two weeks..
playing concert pieces with the past seniors.
and the continuous sequence of performances and concerts.
band was fun during those two years.

2007-05-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

hey..

first of all. Blazes of Glory is supppper nice!
haha. yeah next. im so sorry poh hun for not coming for band.
yeah. i pian pian that day didn come than two teachers came in.
im so unlucky!

oh..
the cookie baking was successful!
like finally..

anyway. my results sucked.
real bad.
hope my homework and class assignments etc would pull my overall marks up.

2007-05-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

hey..
haha today no sch.
slept till like 10am. heh.
then started watching my chi show.
yeah.
didn really do much though.

haiz. band tmr.
how's it going to be?
good? bad?
i don't wanna think about it.
really really hope it'd be well.

ah well.. back to watching my chi show! =)

2007-05-15T12:48:00.000+08:00

these are the pics when i went out with natasha and angela.
we were kinda bored... haha.

and these are some AB pics i took from ruz. I MISS AB!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey..

haha long time since i blogged.
but yeah. no choice. had to study for exams.
anyway. yeah exams are over.
but i don't seem to be more relaxed at all.
ah well. heh.

anyway.. yst didn need to go to sch.
so first half of the day was at home watching my chinese show.
ahh he's so cute and hot!! lol.
yeah then in the afternoon went out with my sis.
than after tht met with my two cousins to watch the Phatom of the Opera.
oh my it was GOOD. FANTASTIC. EXCELLENT.
haha. it was really good.
really worthed the money.

then yeah. today.
had so much fun.
ok maybe the first part not so.
had chi listening and mr poh gave back our a maths results.
guess i didn really do as well as i have expected.
really sad..
went home to rest and then get ready to go out with angela and nat.
yeah. and then the funny thing happened.
natasha was locked out of her house!
for like 1 hour.
so we all met up late. haha.
did some window shopping. watched the bridge to terabithia.
it was so nice! i admit! i did cry a LITTLE bit.
everyone in the theatre did ok..
only ppl like angela. emotionless! heartless!
so ya. had a great time.
and we bumped into juniors.
vanessa, shanna, sonya and the other girl who's not my junior and i forgot her name. ya.
fancy seeing them at vivo and watching the same movie as us.
LOL. kinda shocking though. didn expect to see them.

and during lunch. UH. stupid lar..
i so regretted waiting at the table by myself while the rest were buying food.
some foreign ppl bought food. and saw my table was vacant.
and they just sat down! just like tht! i was like. OK..
and i pretended they werent there.
they were talking about how they liked singapore food.
and it was like so much more cheaper than america.
something like tht. wierd la.
and natasha and angela was laughing at me ok! so embarrassing.
cuz u know they were really tall and big, and im like short and small.
so its like a giant sitting with a dwarf. HAHA.

so yeah. and next.
saw THE prefects council.
no comments.
once u speak of the devil, the devil just seems to appear infront of u a few mins later.
then yeah. talked and laughed.
and today, especially today.
i keep getting static shock from angela and natasha, and from other ppl i don't know!
so wierd. its painful lor!
u just feel tht electric shock thingy.
eeyeer..

well. we were cam whoring at the open area outside.
its such a nice view.
saw many couples sitting there. heh.
and angela's a saddist!
she saw an ant crawling.. then she blew it off the building!
i guess she blew like 5 ants down the building.

i had so much fun.. heh.
shall post the pics on the blog later. =)

2007-04-26T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey.

AB got a silver.
yeah. it came to a shock to everyone.
there were so much suspense when tey were saying out the results.
everyone was so scared. and i thought we could clinch tht gold.
but ya. i guess we weren good enough to the judges.
but to me, AB did a wonerful job today.
of course, everyone cried.
even now as im typing this, drops of tears kept flowing down.
i could tell tht everyone gave it their all.
i felt really good after the performance. but.. ya.
well, my journey in AB is indeed a memorable one.

ever since i got into AB, it was like hell staying back three times a week.
i missed PB ALOT. as in really alot.
but come to think of it, i miss AB now, thinking tht i won't be able to play with them anymore, and tht im going back to PB. ya.
i guess they really made an impact on me.
their lively, bubbly, spastic characters taught me many things.
i've made many new friends too.
thank god for ppl like them.
im really going to miss them!

i'll just have to get back to reality, and adapt back to PB's discipline.

im proud to be a PBA! =)
AB rocks!

2007-04-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

ok.. haven been blogging lately.
well i'll start with thursday.
had meeting for PB about tht thing.
it kinda turned out bad for the first part cuz no one wanted to speak up and say what they really think. then the seniors stormed off. and it was only left with the sec 3s and 2s. so ya. everyone bugged me to break the silence. and i did.
so started to talk to them but they seemed like they didn bother to listen.
soon class started. and the sec 3s went back to class.
and later found out tht a few of the sec 4 NAs and sec 2s skiped class and stayed at the canteen to talk about IT.
and yeah. they'll expect a scolding from ms ponni and hopefully not juraimi.
haiz. it'll be so difficult to handle the band without the seniors.
if u really count, its 8 sec 3s VS 30 plus plus ppl.
so ya. get the picture.
im imagining something like stepping into the band room, seeing ppl fooling around, jumping around like some mad monkeys, not being serious at all, and not listening to the leaders.
hope tht won't happen! i want discipline, respect, and be focus. u can act like some crazy person outside band. but obviously, don't keep everything to yourselves. BE YOURSELF. just not too much.

anyway. down to friday.
mrs loh came back!
its not a happy thing though, she came back to celebrate her farewell.
well we played for her. guess its the last time she'll ever hear it.
was very sad. had many speeches, from teachers and all.
the VP cried! it was really sad.
and everyone started going up to hug her.
and we hugged her as a band!
we walked down the red carpet and everyone was starring.
so embarrassing!
and we all hugged her. hope we didn suffocate her or something. lol.

sad she's leaving. but life goes on! we'll obviously miss her.
so ya.
so far my brain cells were taken up by band.
and some apparently died from stoning.
u know ur brain cells die when u stone. ya.
band has been THE issue lately.
ppl must be wondering why we were crying on friday the 13th, and why the announcements always had something to do with PB meeting.
oh well, hope everything goes smoothly now and in the future and tht it won't affect my studies.

ok. so today.
woke up at 6am to meet xs at the bedok inter.
ate breakfast and went to sch.
had practice till 11am.
headed off to RGS.
STC, MSS came. and we all played for each other.
Dr christopher fong came too. the 'judge'.
of all schs, he asked our sch to turn around while ms faridah's conducting.
which means we can't see her.
it was quite cool though.
we used our ears to listen instead of using sight.
yeah.

ok.. gtg now. got church tmr.
and sorry timothy i think i can't make it to your band's concert tmr!
nights!

2007-04-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

hello.

ok. last night had a long and funny conference about PB.
we've got lots to say.
haiz. i have been thinking about what happened on friday.
i just can't get it off my mind.
i guess it'll stay in my mind forever.

ahh well.
this is from the sec 3s:

Hey come on guys.what's this about?Its tiring enough going for AB from three to five times a week, getting scoldings and being yelled in our face. Percussion band practise is a solace to us. Why on earth do you think we're rushing from the music room, to the CCA foyer, and back to the music room every friday? And comig for band on wednesdays when we can? Do you think its easy juggling two CCAs? We come, rushing, for fifteen minutes before band ends, to see you guys and enjot the company, but this is what we get. its disappointing.Sec twos, whats going on?Yeah, its true that maybe you're CLOSER to the sec fours to some extent, being in band for a year and four months, while the sec ones only have that few months of experience in PB. but that doesnt mean that you 'own' the sec fours, you 'own' the credit for planning the farewell party. I dont know whats going on. WE dont know whats going on. You cry and say stuff like "They copy our idea, they whatever whatever." begeezes. Its a frigging CAKE. you want to break the band up over a CAKE? And when the ex seniors ask you what is wrong, you guys dont want to say anything. And yet, after the whole event, you guys say that ya'll cried because the sec fours are leaving. Which one is it? You know, that's the whole damn reason why ms ponni walked out on us, cause she thinks that ya'll crying cause of the sec ones 'copying' your idea.If anyone of you actually OPENED your eyes, you would see how ridiculous this whole thing is. the last day the sec fours are gonna be here, and this is what happens. Other CCAs cry on the seniors' farewell party, but it ends in happiness, people crying because of the loss of their seniors, but happy at the renounced unity of the band. The other CCAs dont cry, just because the sec ones 'stole' their idea.The band isnt all about you. Dont you see that a band isnt just fifty different personalities? when we come together, we change into one person, a team. Everybody in SAC knows percussion band as a band with prestige, discipline, people filled with passion for music and much more. Are we about to become a band where in our teacher in charge walks out? That was embarrasing. You KNOW what ms ponni said. she perfectly potrayed our feelings. "You know this thing is just totally immature and childish. I give up on you all." and she stalks off. That was it. the pinnacle of embarrasment. it shows how 'mature' we, as a band, really are.Is it that the sec threes and fours didnt teach you guys well enough? Its the same philosophy. If you guys act like this, the WHOLE BAND taks the blame for it, cause well, we're a band. yeah i keep repeating it but its true.You're the leaders of the sec ones. you earn they're respect the RIGHT WAY. Respect has never been a big problem in PB right? The thing is, you guys dont know when to respect your seniors, but demand respect from us and sec ones just the same. Respect isnt a one way thing. You gotta earn it. not true? see thats your first mistake. you deny every fault you have, but dont ever think about the truth.Seriously, the sec fours dont frigging care about the cake and that. sure, the shirt is awesome, the food is great, the cakes were nice. the whole party was well planned with obvious intention to give a great farewell. But you think its what the sec fours really care about? Nope. they dont care what present was from who, the cost of your extravagent gestures. what they really care about it the band unity, and they want to be reassured that they leave with the band in good hands. they want to see that even us they leave for academic studies, the band continues to flourish and go on fine without them. that's what they care about.When they see it like this, you think they want to come back?What was supposed to be a great show of unity and a great farewell degenrated to this.You know, the only thing you can do for yourselves right now is to just REFLECT. Not lash out uncontrollably and say we're BIAS against you and that we HATE you. but just think about what ya'll have done and how immature this has been, INSTEAD of accusing the whole world and hating everything that comes with it.Is this what band has become?That's all that needs to be said, really.

-From Sec threes

ok its kinda long. heh. yeah. but i guess its true.
we're not saying we are angels or what.
but i guess u just have to know whens the right time to do what.
yeah. don't take it as a scolding k. although the 'letter' might be harsh.
just think it through ya? i know you might and would hate us for life or something.
but we just gotta say it out. This is what we really feel.

my day was fine.
went out after church until now.
having a headache.
uh so irritating.
yup. so tht was my day.

2007-04-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

hey..

sch was fun. heh.
quite relaxing.
so ya. sch was fun.

AB was good today.
put make up and did our hair.
many ppl said i looked like a lawyer.
with my prefects shirt and all.
like no la. heh.

after tht went for PB after AB.
and it was.. erm emo.
i don't really know what exactly happened.
so i won't say anything till another time.
all i know is tht it should never happen again.
and i hope it won't.

so ya. i shall not say anything on my blog.
if not some might say im bias towards whoever and what batch.
yup.
so good luck everyone for tmr's 2.4km run.
hope everything will turn out fine. =)

2007-04-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

hello..
today sch was..
fine. heh.
i lived through 3 periods of ss! hahahahaha.
the rest of the day was practically much the same.

then went for band.
heh suppose to leave at like 4.30.
but don't know why we stayed till the end.
and yeah. they suddenly decided to annouce the new band committee.

i've got no comments about it. lol.
but its really sad to see the seniors leaving. haiz.
i'll make their farewell party the best one ever.
don't know how but yeah.
we'll do something different.
yup yup.
i really don't want them to leave at all!
so sad!! AHHHH..

2007-04-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

hey..
quite long since i updated i guess.
well..
woke up early to go for choir prac and mass.
then went out with my sis.
saw yu ting at century square.
im always bumping into her when i go there.
LOL.

sch this week was fine.
just tht i know im going to fail my A maths test.
like duh. heh.
and ya. porjects and more projects.

went for band on wed. PB.
at first we only wanted to stay for like 5 mins.
but they were playing double wacko.
so ya. we stayed.
then later they voted for the next batch of leaders.

so sad huh.. seniors leaving so fast.
and like i didn even performed with them for their last performance cuz i was in AB.
and im not tht close to them already. and again because of AB.
so ya. i feel so bad.
really gonna miss them.
last year was the best.
haiz..
don't know what the band's going to be like after they leave. heh.

2007-03-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello..

had band today.
SUCKY.
now i really hate her to the core.
and she's like the vp? the band's going to DIE.
she's like taking over everyone's job.
and she can't even conduct properly.
actually no one in AB knows how to conduct properly.
no offence. she can't even get the first beat right.
and there she is saying tht we don't follow her tempo.
the thing is tht we don't even know what the fucking hell she is doing.

so sickening!
i can't stand her face.
and the funny thing is, she can't even speak proper english, and she's trying to speak to us in some foreign language.
this was what she said, 'girls, pls stand IN your two feets at all times.' and '1 people' instead of 1 person.
is she like tht or she just wants our attention. i don't know.

today we were using the music rm.
for some recording.
there were like only two mics.
one at the kulingtung side and the other at the other end.
aungklung is like the main part and they only put the mic at one end.
common sense tells u tht the mic will only pick up sounds and voices from tht area right.
so obviously cannot hear alot of parts la. do-do.

and the music rm is so small compared to SCH.
and u ask us to play much softer.
i tell u, u go to SCH playing tht volume, the judges can't even hear ah.

ah well. one more month and im back in PB.
can finally go back to performing and having fun. =)

2007-03-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

hello.

ok. i haven had the time to blog. so ya.
anyway today went for band.
sch was fine btw.
then poh hun found out tht yu ting couldn perform.
and so she freaked out. i mean who wouldn.
her grp had only 4 ppl left.
and the rest of the grps were like wad. 10?
i kinda pitied her, and was angry too.
how could they do tht to her?
no offence but her grps' really pathetic.
so ya. me and natasha decided to help her out.
i was like thinking, the AB ppl could perform.
but obviously no.. heh. with tht person around, everything is a no no.

well i could really see tht she was sad and depressed.
and scared about the performance. wish i could help her out more.
i felt so bad for her. first we left her for AB, and now she's in this kind of situation.
haiiz.. don't worry poh hun! everything will turn out fine. i hope. i pray. heh.

the 'stage' was so freaking small.
guess they were happy tht there weren more ppl like us coming in.
ahh.

oh yah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARILYN! =D
talking about tht, we went to buy her present today. sry about it being one day late. heh.
we meaning me, stacy and nat.
so ya. we went to the pet shop at simei after helping poh hun.
we were making a fool of ourselves. yeah.
i shall not say the price.
though its really high, its for a friend!
be grateful marilyn. LOL.
so yeah. many ppl were staring at us when we carried the cage out.
and we even went to LJS to eat. and this couple were beside us.
i wasn sure if she was scared of the animal, or wad.
cuz she was like moving away when we came to sit at the table next to hers.
so funny.
and yeah. we were discussing how we should pass her the pressie tmr.

well.. thts my day.
gtg now! very tired.
nites ppl! XD

2007-03-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

hello..

well. this week has been QUITE ok.
for some reason i love coming to sch.
though i tend to be half awake or fully asleep during class.
maybe cuz of friends. hahaha. i love my friends.

anyway. went to sch today for AB.
surprisingly it was GOOD.
as in really good.
really really really good. (according to fadilah)
but i guess we did improve alot.

yeah. then later went for piano.
and then slacked at home. did some of my hw.
watched one more episode of my chi show.

heard ppl say the PB juniors arent tht good in their strokes.
ah.. and they are getting their scores already.
can't even get their basics right.
and i thought they were oh so good.
besides, they are 3 months earlier than expected. obviously cannot la.
so... went for band on wed and half of fri.
wed they were practising their performance.
then fri.. juniors were inside the music rm with bernie.
wonder how it went. lol. when i went in for awhile.
they were like just stoning and just staring at the white board not knowing wth is on the freaking board. ahahaha.

hopefully when i go back on fri can see the juniors play.
as vanessa said, good luck to the next junior conductress!
now u ppl know how it feels eh. hehehehehe.

juniors: buck up! =) im sure u guys can do it. right? pls don't prove me wrong.

2007-03-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey.
sry for not blogging since erm.. long time ago.
haven had the time to though. lol..
so.. my march 'holiday' was not exactly fine. heh.
had ccas like 4 days. only one day free. how stupid is tht.
and there was normal sch on monday and tuesday.
so ya. nice holiday heh.

well. many things have happened these few days.
but have had alot of fun with my friends too. yup.. =)
life isn tht bad as u think it is.
look on the bright side. though i sometimes don't. hehe.
got nothing much to say. heh.

i have been obsessed with chinese shows.
watch like crazy. heh.
can't seem to stop!

stupid! the blogging thing got prob again.
WTH. when i want to blog tht fucking thing can't work.
ok now its working. hehe. look on the bright side! =)
ok im so lame. ah well.. this is what sch and chinese shows has done to me.
hahahahahahahahaha.

anyway..
went for band today. PB.
it felt.. different. heh.
everyone was so hyper at first..
but when they rehearsed, it was a whole lot of different thing.
more life man! there's no such thing as a dead performance in the PB dictionary.
ok im retarded. but yeah. i hate to use the word buck up.
cuz SOME ppl kept using it. not in PB.
PB girls who are in AB would know who it is.

and erin seems so stressed up.
while claire seems so relaxed and calm.
shouldn the president feel more stressed? lol.
ah well.. since im currently in AB now, i can't say much.
heard tht erin has been kinda harsh on the band.
different from how she was before.
chill man. don't be the second ____. fill in the blanks urself.

kk.. gtg now! nites ppl!

2007-03-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
gonna be a short post today.
super tired.
yeah.
sch was fine.
tmr got chi orals.
HELP. haha.
so going to die. ah well.

didn manage to get into PC.
which i find it good.
i mean im not going to cry or complain or wad so ever.
u must be contented with wad u have. learnt tht from nat. heh.
yeah. i mean its not a must to be in PC.
if im not cut off for it. then nvm la.
not as if the world's going to end if i don't.
so ya. congrats to the ppl who are currently selected. work hard!

but i do feel lousy.
in the sense tht this time pb won't have any prefects in PC.
which usually there will be.
so ya. heh. tht suddenly came into my mind.
and me being the only invested prefect in pb, yaa..
u get the picture.

piano exams this sat.
fail fail fail.

its funny to see 2.6 during assembly in the festival court.
not going to say who and all.. heh.

2007-03-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
this week sch was fine.
although there were lots of tests.
and i haven had much time for myself lately.
i wonder who u all can handle it.

anyway.
i've got another major exam coming up.
apart from orals, i've got my theory exam.
and this time i really got the gut feeling tht i'll fail.
ah well, i've been drilling myself with all the german, french and italian terms.
and all the chord progressions. and alot of other stuffs.
i had a bad headache after doing my piano hw.
and ya. during piano lesson was even worse.
god bless me.. =D

i've been having headaches recently.
don't know wads wrong.
haiiz.

anyway.
life goes on.
yst went for AB than PB for awhile.
visited the sec 1s.
they're really good. heh.
but i don't know why they are scared of me.
am i tht scary. LOL.
but now alot of them are opening up to us.
so ya. thts good.
i was really clueless who was who.
haha. im such a bad senior right.
don't even know my juniors' names.
and there they are saying hi to me in sch and i'll be like 'um hi'
then i'll turn to ask natasha who tht was.
hahahaha. sry ppl! haven gotten to know u better yet since i've been in AB.

2007-03-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey..

finally im invested.
so ya. last time ppl don't really care if u have a red badge anot.
but now i don't! ah well.. im still the same person.

anyway.
today was canossian saints day.
had mass..
quite meaningful..
the priest said tht we should pray to the saints to let us go of our sufferings and pain etc.
then he brought two blue birds. blue cuz its the same as our uniform.
so he called two students to let the bird free..
which symbolises us being free and all.
unfortunately, when the bird flew out, one went straight into the glass window.
then it flew down and collapse.
so sad right..
wonder wad happened to it.

i did offertory for mass btw.
carried our prefects badge.
then after tht had prize giving.
then our investiture.
i was freaking out la.
was so scared.
when we were standing at attention, some ppl was flinging my skirt.
and touching my stockings and all..
freaking disgusting la.
luckily they didn do it throughout the whole thing.
and they were trying to make us laugh.
uh.. i almost died.

anyway, wanna say thx to the ppl who cheered for me. =)
and for those who wanted to but didn dare.
really appreciate it.

went down to the canteen to gather.
the council members helped us to put on our badges.
i went to poor ruzanna. XD.
then they gave each of us a council hug. yup.
steph's turn was so funny.
shall not say it here.
later she kill me. front and back. haha.

went for AB.
it was kinda ok..
saw the syf attire.
quite ok.. just the colour combination abit wierd.
then went for swimming.
today last day. will miss swimming. haha.
shall go with pei rong when we free.

yupp.. tmr got AB also.
and piano!! haiiz.
piano exam's next week.
DIE.

2007-02-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

hello..

sch was ok today.
had test the last two days.
kinda ok though.
tmr a maths test..

today had prefects meeting straight after school and then prefects investiture rehearsal.
had a long and tiring day.
rehearse again and again.
but im scared la.
later fall down on the stage.. or trip on something.
then went saying the prefects pledge my hand shiver like crazy.
im facing the lower sec students..
so ya. better then the seniors. haha.

watched the arena just now.
so funny! i like the RI team.
so cute la! cute as in the way they talk.
especially the third speaker. the small boy.
ahahaha..
they won in the end.. yay.. XD

tmr got another rehearsal after tutorials.
then don't know if going for band anot. so ya.
i should be going. vanessa needs my help. =)
im a nice senior. lol.

2007-02-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

hello!

haha i passed my swimming test.
all the training finally paid off.
well i'll still swim after tht though.
if not i'll grow fat.

one test finish..
one coming up in 2 weeks time.
haiiz.
my piano theory exam is on 10 march.
so going to diee..
i haven started studying yet.
god bless me. XD

anyway.. today's my bro's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha.

the past few days were fine..
investiture's this thurs.
im really disappointed tht they didn invest everyone.
like only 2/3 of the sec 3s/4s were invested.
so mean la.
they said they weren good enough.
i thought they were like everyone of us.
i just don' understand.

2007-02-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
cny hols are ending!
haiiz. back to sch mode.
anyway. collected quite a number of ang baos.
so ya. im happy.
finally finished my hw this morning.
woke up at 8 just to do it. heh.
yay no standrad test tmr... XD

yst cny.
met relatives i didn know exists.
was kinda wierd though. haha.
there were little children running here and there.
and some really immatured ones.. irritating me and my siblings.
ah well, at least i won't see them till like next year again.

my older cousins were inside the rm playing mah jong with the aunties.
so ya. i was kinda bored.
after tht went to my god ma's house.
played with jerome! so cute!
15 months old. haha.
sadly his parents are working in new york.
so he's staying at my god ma's place.
then at night they will keep in contact by using the web cam.
so cool la. then they can move the web cam from where they are.
which means they can see the whole house.
so ya.
nicee... haha.

they have this little robot thingy in the house too.
where it helps u clean ur house.
food was yummy.. =)
went home at about 9 plus at night.
slept straight away.
today's my fourth day!
hope it'll end before my swimming lesson and swimming test.
which is this thurs and sat respectively.
if not all the training will go down the drain.

need to go buy my prefect's shirt IF im even getting invested.
got lots of things to do.
and xs invited me to her church for some games thingy this sun.
don't know if my mum allows me to go anot.
she doesn approve of me going to christian churches.
well i hope i can go.. see how different it is.
like i will ever convert to a christian.

2007-02-18T13:51:00.000+08:00

hello..
happy cny ppl.
anyway..
yst started off well.
went to visit my mum's side.
ate lunch there. then sat and talked. alot.
they started to play mahjong.
i just stoned there.
i can nvr learn how to play mann..
all the 'ping' and 'pong' sounds start coming out.

stayed there till 5.
then went to my grand aunt's house.
didn know my aunt kept so many cats all in the room.
and they are like huge. and cute. and so fluffy and cuddily.
i love the totally white one. which was so hyper.
and the golden one.. my grand aunt said she's a proud cat. lol.
then my aunt described to me each of their character.
so cute la.. i wonder how its like being an animal. k thts random.

after tht came home to eat reunion dinner with the whole family.
yup.. nice food. =)
i hope i don't put on any weight after the cny period.

today had church.
had cramps again.. my second day. haiiz.
relatives at my house now..
ate lunch and all..
hope can go visiting or go out later.

2007-02-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

hello.

today sch was fun.
ahaha..
natasha was being retarded.
the ANGS were going crazy. yup.
anyway.
i was writing stuffs to joy during physics.
so funny.
we crapped alot.
and janna was ever being drama mama.
she ah.. haha.

after sch didn have band.
but had prefects interview.
its like they interview u.. to judge if u are actually ready to be invested.
investiture is like on 1st march.
so fast. i really hope i get invested.
i was being honest! i guessed they didn expect me to say those stuffs.
ah well, whats done is done.
i will not dwell on it and look forward for cny!

got not much hw..
will try to finish it by today. yup.
so i will have a nice and hw-free holiday. XD

anyway!
i got two hamsters!
its not mine though.
ahem gave it to my sis. hehe.
so cute!!
they are ham ham and mimi.
ham ham's the guy.
he's white and grey.
mimi's the girl.
she's all grey. ahhhhh..
they look so cute together.
they always do things together. awww.. haha.

2007-02-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

im so freaking frustrated now.
everything is just going wrong!

i shall talk about my sch day.
sick stacy went home after the fire drill.
poor her. hope she gets better soon!
anyway, sch was fun.
it has always been. but damn stressful.
we seem to be the worst and slackiest top class ever in history.
and i passed my hs test anyway.. HAHA. 11/12. XD
the fire drill was shitty.
it happened during bio.
and the fire 'started' in the science lab.
luckyily we didn go to the lab today.
if not we would have died.
we all assembled at the tennis court.
damn hot la! sit there until can die ah.

had AB rehearsal at SCH today.
it didn go tht well though.
i don't know why. but we seem to have given up.
was it because of what the ex seniors and she said tht put us down and now we lost faith in ourselves? or what?
if not.. why couldn we play properly?
i really hope to clinch tht gold.

after tht went back to sch.
went to the bubble tea shop with xs, nat, shanna and afikah.
damn funny. we laughed ALOT.
had a wonderful time there.
it was like as if i was back in sec 1 and 2, where there was no such thing as stress, and everything just went well for you.
swimming was the worst part. well not the swimming part, but the part where we came back really late. and my grandma just started shooting fire at me, blaming me for stuffs tht i didn know i did.
im sry im not perfect like the other grandchildren of yours.
you were nvr proud of all the things i did. i just got scoldings and more scoldings day after day.
i just broke down and cried.
well she didn notice it.

i don't want to elaborate on it anymore.
anyway. got interview for prefects stuff tmr.
scared!!!

2007-02-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

new layout!
thanks to my sis..
she made it.. =)
love you!

well today sch was ok.
jap ppl came to visit.
they came into our class during a maths period.
well got back my a maths test.
and surprisingly.. I DIDN FAIL.
hahahaha..

performance for AB screwed up.
ms loh gave us some words of encouragement.
unlike you. who always put us down.
nvr encouraged us like her.
i felt quite good to know tht there was always someone in the sch, looking out for u when she has so many other things to care about.
hope tmr's rehearsal at SCH would go well.

after tht went for band!
i was so excited.. lol.
played petergunn and sabre for the jap girls.
and they are getting new score again!
so unfair! again i can't play. haiiz.

well..
thx everyone who wished me and gave me presents!
i really appreciate it. =)
take care!

2007-02-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

hellooo..
today sch was fun i guess.
despite mr poh comparing us with 4.7'06.
about them doing so well and all.
but i guess we really didn work hard enough to reach his pass.
which is like 22/28.
i can't wait to get back my a maths test. to see how badly i can fail.

after 'PC', it was e maths.
mrs adrians had another week of MC.
haiiz.. i wonder how is she.
god bless her.
chem was ok. heh.

chi we did filing.
i passed my chi test!
hahahaha.. not bad la..
a B3 or so.
el was forever fun. heh.
ms kang is so nice..
i keep looking forward to el classes.

had prefect's meeting.
then went home.
got hs test tmr.
and tmr's VALENTINE'S DAY. =)
Jap ppl coming to our sch again.
AB and PB performing for them.. together with a few other ccas.

2007-02-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

hey..

i got out of CO! hahahaha..
well i feel damn guilty la..
shall not elaborate on tht.
but sry miss ponni! really really sorry.

anyway..
i've been real busy these few days.
lots of hw.
no time!
i cut down on my eating time.. my bathing time.
my free time!
and everything is like coming..
i've got my swimming test in 2 weeks time, my piano practical and theory in march and july, tests every week, syf in April and ccas three to four times a week.
im seriously dying of stress.
my results are like all the way down now.

btw..
AB was kinda bad today.
ms faridah was like practically scolding us today.
and tht girl! she's so irritating!
she doesn even have a post in the commitee.
and there she is scolding and yelling and making herself look so pitiful.
like wth.
and she can't even conduct.
farah was telling me, 'eh i feel like pushing u up there and u conduct'
lol.. stacy also.
but yeah. its AB, not PB.
so its none of my business.

got probs in band about the juniors again.
haiiz. they can't just get along with each other.
but sooner or later they will.
surprisingly this batch is better than last year's batch.
but my batch is still the best! from wad stacy says.

oh yah..
board meeting tmr.
then got training.
ahhh..
and history standard test on wed.
haven study!

i'll just die..........

2007-02-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

hello..

eh today sch was not so good.
had bio and a maths test..
which i apparently screwed up.
so ya.

el was so fun. talked about blogging.
i was the first person miss kang asked about blogging.
scary la. didn know wad to ans.
then she asked wad i post on the blog.
then i said i post on my life, be it good or bad.
then she asked wad i blog about. like the problems.
everyone knew wad it was. like duh. cca.
haha.

yah. C.O.
im quitting it.
i don't care.
they dismissed us like so late la.
at 7.15pm.
i had to miss my swimming lesson cuz of tht.
and my test is like in 2 weeks time.
i really can't afford to miss any of it.
my parents going to write letter to pfa. heh.

well all we did in CO was stone and rot.
the music was.. well. 'good' enough to give me a headache.
i really hate going there.

tmr.
e maths! haha.
bernie's coming in to teach us. lol.
feel so wierd.
ur senior teaching u.
haha.

got prefects photo taking tmr.
after tht maybe going to tm to get some stuffs for valentines day.
yup.

2007-02-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

hello..
uh im dying!
i don't want to go to CO!
someone just save me..

u knw i feel so unimportant.
they don't really care about how i feel
and like they just put me there and tada.. things are settled.
how can they do tht?
i already told u so many times i don't want to go there.
so just accept my decision and choose someone else!
at the most they should just do with wad they have.
and not touch any of the pb girls.
we are a cca of our own.
not some cca where u need ppl and u just take.

solve ur own prob!
and don't cry when u can't solve them.
thts just too bad.
UH.

anyway.
AB was fun today.
now i know how to treasure my time in AB.
since i might not be there anymore.
oh well. i miss pb the most.

2007-02-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

hello..
had cat class this morning.
stupid ethel didn come cuz she had sore throat.
lol.. class was boring as usual.
talked about some signs thingy.

went for mass..
after mass went to eat then headed to tm.
my bro had to buy new swimming goggles. again. heh.
and new slippers.
but nvm. cuz i bought clothes too!
yay for sharon.

anyway.. im still pissed about me going to CO. it just sounds so wrong. i don't want to go! i keep asking myself. WHY ME. WHY ME? there are so many other ppl u can choose from. and me? why? i just don't get it. just because they have a part in petergunn then u don't want to choose them? im happy in AB u knw. u keep telling me, more exposure more exposure. how much exposure do u want me to have. i've had enough exposure for god sake. chingay, ndp, tht stupid workshop u made me go, and making me conductress. not enough? what do u want me to knw from CO. bottom line: its chi na. wad else? chinese songs.. blah blah blah. please.. let me off for once? u always make me do stuffs that the majority of the band ppl don't get to do. and i don't like it. ok? give others a chance. they might just do better than me. for once i hate being known for having piano skills.

haiiz.. im scared.
i don't want to go.
wad would CO be like.
i obviously wont fit in.
cuz i can't speak chinese for nuts!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i don't want to go to sch tmr!!

talking about sch.
i've got 3 tests to study.
stress!
there's history on either wed or thurs.
bio on thurs.
and chinese on wed.
haiiz.. its only the second month of sec 3 life and im dying.
how how how.
i don't want to see myself going through sec 3 going straight home after sch activities and starts studying like crazy.
i want my life back!
sec 2 life has been the best so far.

i shall pray to God tonight tht i won't have to go CO.
and tht everything will go back to normal.
bless me ppl!

2007-02-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

hello..
sch was well.. ok.
another grp did their debate. on whether children from wealthier families will be an advantage to children from poorer familes.
the debate was interesting... heh.

anyway.. today's my super duper ulucky day.
i got back test results today..
kinda so-so.
and then band.
i went to band with a very happy mood.
VERY happy.
little did i know i went to meet my doom.
on the way going for AB.. outside the music rm..
i saw him.
he called me..
then he told me tht he was going to or wanted to put me in CO for syf.
like wtf la. i don't want!
he gave tht face ok..
THT face! i knew something bad was going to happen to me.
why does everything have to happen to me.. so irritating la.
got so many other ppl in PB u can choose.
im already involved in AB and u want me to just change like tht.
how can?! haiiz..

really hope i don't have to go.
yy quit PB. haiiz..
so sad! i'll miss tht oh so bubbly and cheerful junior of mine.
well she's going to batminton. hope she likes it there!

2007-02-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

hey..
haven have the time to blog.
been so busy lately..
all the hw and stuff.
ah well.
its sec 3 life.
get back to reality sharon!

today english lesson was fun. damn funny.
we were talking about teachers having too high expectations for our class.
complaining all the stuffs th teachers say to Ms Kang.
she's like the only teacher who doesn compare us with other classes.
so nice right. =D
she thinks its wrong to compare just because we're in the best class.
at least a teacher agrees with us. FINALLY.
thank god.

anyway..
sec 4s were doing some project selling stuffs at the link way using carts.
the stuff they make are nice.. but i didn wanna buy..
cuz i could make them on my own too. lol.
had AB after sch.
then swimming after tht.
did the 30 laps timing. tired........

tmr got band! yay..
it was fun playing the drumset.. hehe.

2007-01-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

hey..

today sch was kinda ok..
except for physics.
i almost slept ok!
three freaking periods of physics..
mr quek talk and talk and talk.
aiyoo.. can sleep lor.

oh yah. after recess was bio.
so we went to the MPR2. which is all the way the other side of the sch.
next was A maths.. and mr poh warned us before not to be late for more than 5 mins.
so after bio we ran all the way back to class.
RAN so fast..
and u know wad?!
when we reached our class..
ms lim hadn ended her class..
mr poh was taking his sweet time walking from the hall to our class.
i was like WTH. i was panting like shit..
haiiz..

talking about running..
today pe we ran the first half.
now my knee cap very pain.
don't know why.. heh.

wads the problem with u ppl la..
don't know the truth don't anyhow say can.
super irritating.
its also none of ur freaking business.
so why care? im not even close to u and ur grp of friends.
and i don't rmb doing anything to u.
so just buzz off ok? wad i do or wadever is my life!
MY LIFE. it has fucking nothing to do with YOU.

2007-01-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

hello..

today had cat class. uh.
did some stupid thing.
need to explain our meaning/version of the apostle's creed.
lol.. we anyhow do wan.
then ya. went for church.

after tht went to eat lunch. went to semei..
my bro bought new pair of shoes and batminton racket.
so lucky la..
im jealous. haha.
walked around.. bought stuff.

went home after tht.
yupp.. bought a new boardgame.
a mini one.. very cute.. haha.
its very good for POA students..
its very fun though. haha.

then watched dance floor.
stupid la..
tmr.. sch!
haiiz.. still not in the mood for sch.
still in camp mood. ahhh.

Eightalicious!

2007-01-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

hey..
today was quite an ok day.
sch started off with reporting at trophey area for prefects.
so funny.. i was taking attendance for my grp.
then the council started doing this thing where everyone has to only step on and within one tile on the floor.
only the grp leader can move around but still step within the tiles.
abit lame la.. heh.

el.
had debating.
it was.. heh ok.
guess everyone wasn tht prepared after coming back from camp.
i was the best speaker and my team won the debate. yayness.. =)
after tht had photo taking at 9am.
i had my freaking sun burn. still had to take photo. wth la..
but it was for rtc anyway. so i don't really care.

had chem after tht.
usual stuff. going to have test on chapter 1 next tues.
then recess!
after tht was chi.
did formal letter writing format.
boring..

next was physics.. uh.
finished one chapter in like 45 mins. lol..
and i got back my physics test.
not tht good. but heck.. first test of the year. haha.
last two periods was e maths.
went to the com lab.
did the online hw which they didn post on the net.
managed to finish the hw by the end of the lesson. yup.

then had AB.
quite ok..
played splat and double wacko in the first half.
stacy was so frantic when she was suppose to splat someone.
so funny la!
after tht played the syf piece.
tht person was there!! ahhhhh..
so cute.. hehe..

went for band.
boring as usual.
he doesn really care if we come back for band anot.
its like he doesn treat us as pb girls anymore.
just feels wierd la. like we weren suppose to be there.
like hello.. we're still from pb. we just went to AB because u asked us to.
and tht it was too late when i wanted to quit. ya.
so im stuck in AB. i just got this eagerness to go back to band everytime.
but we've got nothing for us to play there.
i miss band alot.
but its no point going back not doing anything.
so ya..
still thinking if i should continue going back for band.
anyway.. sec 1s are coming in next wed! yay.
got the ppl i want got into pb. HAHA..
they seem nice.. this batch of sec 1s. yupp.

2007-01-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

hey..
today was quite an ok day.
sch started off with reporting at trophey area for prefects.
so funny.. i was taking attendance for my grp.
then the council started doing this thing where everyone has to only step on and within one tile on the floor.
only the grp leader can move around but still step within the tiles.
abit lame la.. heh.

el.
had debating.
it was.. heh ok.
guess everyone wasn tht prepared after coming back from camp.
i was the best speaker and my team won the debate. yayness.. =)
after tht had photo taking at 9am.
i had my freaking sun burn. still had to take photo. wth la..
but it was for rtc anyway. so i don't really care.

had chem after tht.
usual stuff. going to have test on chapter 1 next tues.
then recess!
after tht was chi.
did formal letter writing format.
boring..

next was physics.. uh.
finished one chapter in like 45 mins. lol..
and i got back my physics test.
not tht good. but heck.. first test of the year. haha.
last two periods was e maths.
went to the com lab.
did the online hw which they didn post on the net.
managed to finish the hw by the end of the lesson. yup.

then had AB.
quite ok..
played splat and double wacko in the first half.
stacy was so frantic when she was suppose to splat someone.
so funny la!
after tht played the syf piece.

went for band.
boring as usual.
he doesn really care if we come back for band anot.
its like he doesn treat us as pb girls anymore.
just feels wierd la. like we weren suppose to be there.
like hello.. we're still from pb. we just went to AB because u asked us to.
and tht it was too late when i wanted to quit. ya.
so im stuck in AB. i just got this eagerness to go back to band everytime.
but we've got nothing for us to play there.
i miss band alot.
but its no point going back not doing anything.
so ya..
still thinking if i should continue going back for band.
anyway.. sec 1s are coming in next wed! yay.
got the ppl i want got into pb. HAHA..
they seem nice.. this batch of sec 1s. yupp.

2007-01-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

hello.
im bored.. heh.
today was an ok day. didn do anything fun.
only hw.. haha..
practiced for my debate tmr.
scary mann.. heh..
yup..
going to kill vanessa tmr.
anyway..
yeah thts it.
and i got sun burnt!
haiiz.. stupid la.. my face is peeling! UH..

2007-01-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

hello!
changed my skin..
and im back from camp!!
haha.. had a wonderful time.

monday (1st day of camp corri)
met rachelle and the whole grp at the foyer.
had briefing in the hall.
on the way in the bus we made our cheer. damn nice.
started off with flying trapeze at sentosa.
damn fun mann.. but i was freaking scared when i went up.
it was difficult.. but i managed to do it.
we had rui de and william as our so-called facils..
they are A lvl students btw.. all of them are.
and the guys are cute.. XD
well most of them. heh.
anyway.. after trapeze went dragon boating..
so fun! had a race with the other half of the class.
these two activities took like 10 hours in total. yeah. and i had sun burn.
when we went back we bathed.. then had dinner then night activities.

tuesday
woke up at 6am.
had breakfast.
took off for pulau ubin.
took the bumper boat!
so fun.. hahahahah..
but pulau ubin was like disgusting.
first of all we walked through the forest.
saw many wild dogs.. huge spiders.. and huge huge monitor lizards.
had to pass through many dirty, muddy, deep and slippery puddles.
accidentally stepped into it..
got my shoe half dirty. uh..
pei rong and geraldine's shoe totally went in.
walked like 5 hours straight.
then went back to sch.
couldn have night walk cuz it was raining.. like wth.
tht part ruined my camp. HEH!
went back to class to do the skit anyway.
so waste of time.
after tht had debrief then slept.
oh yah.. forgot to say something else.
when i went to bathe.. mathea was like telling me to faster cuz later the sec 1s will come.
so after drying myself, i literally put a clothe around me and came out of the cubicle to go to another cubicle to change. then.. the sec 1s came. they were so freaking noisy la.
scream and scream and scream.
then i came out of the toilet tht did not have the shower.
so one of the sec 1 girl went in after me.
as i was still waiting for my friend in the toilet.. the girl who went in after me took off her clothes and all.. then suddenly she screamed.
she was like 'ahhh.. there's no shower inside this toilet! how how how?!'
i was standing there laughing like shit.
i purposely didn want to tell her.. muahahaha..
who ask them so noisy. heh!
after tht mathea sort of scolded them.. good mann..

wednesday
woke up at 5.30am.
went for high elements today.
only did like for one hour plus.
cuz we were going to break camp at 2.30.
came back.. had lunch.
had cheer competition. i thought ours was nice.. lol.
used fergie's song.
anyway.. had prize giving.
the teachers so funny la..
had the most hungriest camper and the most enthu and loud camper.
but the most united class was 3/8!
yeah mann..
knew we could do it.. =)

2007-01-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

hello..

today so funny..
went out with michelle and claire.
actually i was begged to go by someone. so ya.
just went la.
went to vivo.

really stupid la..
anyway. we went to eat LJS..
then went to toys r us.
played like some childish freaks..
but it was fun.. XD.
first we went around playing with those kiddy toys..
then the baby clothes. which were so cute!
and then had those soft hammer. claire used it to whack my head. LOL.
i got back at her by hitting her with the pillow. hehe.
it was damn fun.
we were practically crazy.

after tht went to best denki and challenger.
then walked the whole shopping mall.
oh ya. after lunch we went to the toilet.
well claire only went. then me and michelle threw toilet paper into her cubicle.
then michelle tried to open her door. didn succeed.
so i tried. and the door really opened! OMG.
HAHA. lucky she haven u know. yeah.
so stupid. we were going hyper in the toilet.

went to candy empire!
bought my jelly bean.
yayness..
i was a happy child! haha..

after tht went on the train. not knowing where to go.
then dropped off at bedok.
claire's dad called.
and told her to meet him at city hall.
she.. so stupid.. ask us to follow her back there. like wth.
then we bargained.. so we followed her back there.. and she's going to treat us to expensive lunch someday.
wheee.. what a generous senior.

anyway.. after tht went home.
then ate yummy mee siam.
now slacking..
shall pack for camp tmr.
lazy to pack now.. yup.
cat class tmr.
something i nvr looked forward to.

gtg now! nites!

2007-01-20T12:25:00.000+08:00

hey..

yst sch was ok i guess..
just the fact tht they gave us so many freaking hw..
managed to finish half of it this morning.

anyway..
yst morning did 25 push ups.
actually everyone's grp's attendance except grp 1 was good.
so the council gave us a choice.
if we wanted to do with them 25 push ups.. or see them do.
so everyone decided to do with them.
so nice right..
heh.. but they had to do 10 more.

well i guess we gotta get used to doing push ups..
unless we think of a better punishment than tht.

sch was ok..
then after sch went for AB.
we thought of leaving as early as 4 since ms faridah didn come.
then chelsea said ok..
so we were so excited to go back for band cuz obviously we miss it.
BUT jazeille came to ruin it.
she came and stayed till like 5 plus.
like wth. we didn want to ask her if we could leave cuz obviously she won't allow.

so at 5 plus we went up.
they were playing peter gunn.
he was kinda in a bad temper.
ppl make mistake he scold.
pitied sarah, sonya, and jo ann.
heh..
didn really play much.

after tht bullied sarah.. hehe..
so funny..
she left her wallet on the floor in the music rm and she didn even know until she was about to go into her car then we shouted and gave it back to her. XD.
went to the bubble tea shop. then 7 eleven.
took 222 to interchange than went home.

yeah.. tht was my day yst.
today.. NO PIANO!
how nice..
going to meet michelle and claire later at 1.30pm.
going to velocity.. nvr been there.. heh.
so we're going to find our way there.

gtg now! bye!

2007-01-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

hello..

the start of sch was embarrassing.. heh.
today assembly was in class.
then we went down for prefects stuffs..
so many ppl from each grp didn turn up..
like 6 to 11 ppl..
from each grp ok..
so we were punished.
push ups.
like wtf.

we are prefects.. not from some sports cca or something.
so embarrassing la..
everyone walked pass staring at us.
and the ppl who didn turn up from my grp were mainly the sec 4s..
i thought the sec 4s were usually the ones on time.
and now like tht.. heh!

so i have to remind them to come..
must be firm to them.. like wad ruzanna said.
cannot lor..
first, i can't be strict one.. its just not me.. heh.
secondly, they are my seniors!
how to scold or remind them.. haiiz..
later they think im some big shot person.

i'll try to sms them in a nicer way..
hope they won't get misunderstood.
anyway.. sch was fine..
after sch was shitty.
i wasn suppose to be going for band now since im currently in AB.
but i went.. and they were going to combine sec 2s 3s and 4s for peter gunn.
and he said AB girls aren going to play! WTF.
how unfair is tht! its not as if we quit band or something..
we still make the effort to go back on wed ok..
pls appreciate tht! UH!

i was really pissed.. but i didn show it duh..
so stoned there.. helped amanda..
yup thts it.
so now im home..

gtg now! bye!

2007-01-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

hello..

sch was kinda ok today.
oh and did i say.. tht im going to fail my physics test..
i don't know how many times i've said this..
lol.. God bless me..

yst had AB.
quite fun..
today was ok i guess..
after sch went for the 'i organise' meeting.
it was sort of a follow up though.
but it made me think a little deeper about stuffs.. heh.

then pei rong and i accompanied joan to simei.
her piano lesson was somewhere there.
went to eat BK.
long time nvr eat le.. lol.
then saw xs, shanna and jo-ann too.
cabbed back with pei rong.

so here i am..
finished my el hw..
did half of my chem..
and im now slacking.
waiting for 'The Arena' to start.

bye!

2007-01-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

hello..

yst had piano..
and my teacher wants me to be the accompaniment of one of the choir's soloist.
going to have a mini concert on the 1st of April.
me and another diploma student going to play. yup.
scary.. heh.
but i saw the piece..
guess its quite ok.
but its a chinese song though.

went to church after piano.
then went to my bro's godpa's grandmother's funeral.
89 years old.. sad..
but she lived a long and good life.
supported by her 3 sons.
and i met many other non blood related relatives..
i don't even know them..
and they know my name.

they said hi. then i was like 'hi!'
then i turned to my mum asking who he or she was.
stupid la..

anyway.. today went to church again.
then bought lunch back to eat.
at 1.30 went to Damai Sec to collect my edusave scolarship award.
so many recipients..
i was one of the first few..
then got so many after tht..
from pri 1 all the way to poly.
so siann.. almost fell asleep.
kept smsing joan.. who was a few seats away from me.. lol.

so now im home..
got physics test tmr.. haiiz..
gtg now! bye!

2007-01-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello..

sch was kinda fun today..
starting to like it. heh.
anyway..
had bio the first period.
at combine class with 3.7 for history..
sat with nat and poh hun.

today the whole day i kept passing by 2.8..
then kept seeing sarah chan at the back.
once i walked passed..
she dropped something on the floor..
so funny..
then another time she was almost falling asleep..

anyway..
had photo taking after chi.
funn... lol..
had physics the last two periods..
it was... heh ok.

had AB then PB.
didn do much during AB today.
still trying to adapt to the environment.. heh..
its just so different compared to PB.
everyone was just so noisy.
didn even listen to chelsea.
chelsea was the conductress..
i kinda know wad she's going through.

then during sectionals some ppl were saying chelsea this chelsea tht.
do ppl in PB feel the same way about me too?
haha.. i don't know.. hope not though.
but i guess they just have to be more disciplined.
thts all..

during AB i was just so eager to go back to PB.
PB has made tht much of impact on me tht i can't even bare to leave it for a period of time.
will be so excited when the sec 1s come. XD.
but sadly i'll still be in AB. can only come on wed.

was down for duty for the camp corri briefing.
we won't be going to pahang this year!!!!
tht is soooooo unfair!
just because of the freaking weather.
so shitty la..
i was really looking forward to it.
and now it would be held in sch.
how nice.
really hope the activities they plan for us will be good.
instead of those boring stuffs.

gtg sleep now..
really tired.
bye!

2007-01-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

hello..

today sch was.. heh quite ok..
had chi the first two periods..
then e maths. mrs adrian teaches damn fast..
but it was ok.. was very alert during her class..
cuz she calls ppl to ans ques.
so no choice have to listen to wad shes talking about.

then recess.
then el.. uh..
ms kang and her long speech..
she's nice.. heh..
then RE.
ms raju's funny.. heh..
talks alot about herself..
wasn really listening though.

lastly was bio!
bio is damn fun..
get to play with the microscope.
i find bio fun.. hehe..
ms voon is very good. =)

after tht went for prefects meeting at 4/7.
going for friday's parents night camp corri briefing.
down for duty.
gonna be a long day on friday..

me nat and stacy decided to go for band today.
auditions were on.. so we did sectionals outside again.
me and nat was suppose to entertain the sec 1s..
and stand outside the door there to call ppl in.
so fun.. haha.
got to know the sec 1s..
most of them were very familiar.. and they recgonise me too!
haha.. wish them luck for the results.. heh.

there was once..
i was leaning on the door when one of them opened it.
so i almost fell in..
luckily i didn la..
if not so embarrassing..

tmr got three periods of physics!!!
so going to diee..
mr quek just can't teach.
no one listens to him..
and to those who does.. doesn know wad he's talking about.

then tmr got the el workshop thingy also..
after tht got aungklung.
haiz.. i want to quit lor..
but can't quit le.. so shitty la..
so freaking boring..
now if i stay back for band and aungklung..
i would only be free on tue.
the rest of the days i will be back at like 6 plus 7.
how nice..

hope it'll just end sooner or later.
but afterall i can minus 5 points from my o lvls.. hehe.. XD.
just by participating..

gtg now! nites!

2007-01-06T12:54:00.000+08:00

hey..

yst sch was ok.. until half way my food poisoning stomach ache came back!
and it lasted for the whole day until i got home which was like 10.30pm.
i took my pain medicine but it didn work!
i almost died there k..

well the reason i came to sch was bcuz of sec 1 orientation and parents night.
it both went pretty ok..
no comments about any of it.
yup.

today..
woke up.. ate breakfast..
did my piano hw..
did my sch hw..
and im slacking now..
before practicing my piano.

i think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed.
im freaking irritated now..
ppl seem to be pissing me off..
maybe its just me.
heh. watever.

yeah ok..
tht's all..
bye!

2007-01-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

hey..

today didn go to sch..
got food poisoning and high fever.
haiiz..

yst was the first day of sch..
kinda started really bad.
my form teacher is mr poh.
he's so fierce la.. very scary.

tht morning i vomited at home..
wasn really well in sch..
vomited in the toilet also.. heh.
went for band. already had fever by then.
xs and ye yeng went opposite to buy penadol. thanks u guys.. =)
band was ok..
had sectionals outside cuz auditions were going on inside the music rm.

soon the sec 3s came to find out i was sick..
so they went to tell mr juraimi.
and i went to the G.O.
i really didn want to go home..
but the women inside forced me to.
wth..

xs went to the rm to get my stuffs..
i was waiting outside.
he called me in.
asked me some stuffs..
yeah.. then went down to wait..

my aunt came to fetch me.
at night went to the doctor.
was really really sick.
temperature was 39.4.

today woke up at 10 plus.
ate breakfast.. took medicine.
did my hw..
yup..

im having a really bad stomach now..
and headache.
wad a day.

bye!

2007-01-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

hey..

yst went out with family.
watched charlotte's web..
damn nice!
so touching.. heh..

after tht went shopping..
yupp..
then went home to rest before going to church at 6pm.
after tht went to the lagoon to eat with family and grandaunt and granduncle.
had a hard time getting a place..
heh.. there were two families quarelling over who came first and all..
so lame.

after dinner went home..
it was already 10 plus.
bathed.. used com..
until like 1 plus.

couldn sleep..
stoned on my bed till 2-3 plus..
managed to get some sleep after tht.

yup.. so today..
last day of hols..
NOOOOO...
gotta be in sch by 6.45am tmr..
haiiz..
wonder wad duty im going to get..
hope its not pledge or something.
pb on the first day of sch.
thts something im looking forward to.. i think.. heh.
can't wait for the auditions.
new sec 1s coming in..
another batch.
good or bad? heh.. i don't know..

gtg!

2006-12-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

wow.. 2007 is just 1 hour away..
haiiz.. this year has passed so quickly..
im going to be sec 3!
one year of band is over.
so many things have happened this year..
both good and bad..
hope year 2007 will be a much better one!
nevertheless.. it has been a great year for me..
learnt new stuffs..
forgot wad has to be forgotten..
challenges came and gone..
i just wished i could have done more these past few years.

wonder who my form teacher will be..
who i will sit with in class..
wad will happen..
blah blah blah..
im just not looking forward to going to school.
more test.. more stress.. more pressure.. etc.

anyway.. gtg watch the countdown now.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! =)
hope u guys have another great year ahead!

2006-12-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

hello..

yst band was FUN.
hehe.. sad its the last prac for the year.
but it ended well.

did strokes in the beginning.
was ok..
then went for lunch.
did winter games when we came back.
woah.. fun mann..
though we only managed to finish the first part..
it all sounded nice..
cool mann..

wish i could play the main melody..
anyway.. after tht juniors plus ruz and claire played interplay.
conducted half of it.
then peter gunn and sabre dance.
yupp..

today went to the swee lee sale with xs.
bought a prac pad.
went to watch death note 2 at century square.
and i cut my hair..
i got fringe now..
look damn wierd la..
yeah.. so tht was my day.

2006-12-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

hellooo..

today went out with claire.
we needed to buy stuffs for ppl.. heh.
all the ppl in the monkey family wasn free..
except me and claire.
yup.. so we went out.
to orchard.

we were both damn blur today..
more of claire actually.
we got down the train..
took out my umbrella..
when we walkeded out of the station..
we walked straight into a big puddle of water.
so ya..
her shoes and socks were all wet..
and my slippers were slippery. lol..

another thing..
on the way up the escalator to the over head bridge to far east..
claire went to the going down side instead of the going up side.
so stupid and blur la..
it happened again when we were at Tiong Baru Plaza.
don't ask me wad i was doing there.

now claire owes me big time.
well.. not really..
i kinda backed out in the end.. so ya.
but at least i followed her there.

made xs come with me..
her mum was like scolding me over the phone.

after tht walked around the plaza for awhile.
claire met up with us again.
after tht went to clare's house for some gathering.
till like 11.45.
now im home..
just finished wrapping ppl's late pressies..
really sorry.. heh.

band tmr.
hope it'll go fine.. =)
going for aungklung from 9 to 12.
then band from 1 to 4.

well gtg get some sleep le.
nites!

2006-12-25T02:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO..

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

can't blog for long.. need some slp..
just came back from midnight mass..
yupp.. tmr still have to go to church..
uncle chris and my cousins will be there too.. yay..
haha..

just wanna say thanks to those who gave me pressies and those who wished me.
love ya lots!
gtg sleep now! nites!

2006-12-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

haha im back from prefects bonding session cum chalet.
it was funfunfun.
especially in the evening.

anyway.. first day.
had our new groupings..
which is the same group as next year.
yupp..
my group is called the aphrodite.
don't know wad is tht but yeah..
Jan came up with it.

eh my group includes.. me, joan, rachelle, jasmine, sara, shi qi, sharmaine, hui ling and jan.
in the morning the council taught us some cheers and songs..
but everyone was practically dead. lol.

went up to the avt to put our bags down.
then they showed some pics from the previous camps we had.
funny..

then it was our turn to lead them in some game. for the next 2 hours or so.
it was quite ok..
best was the treasure hunt.
but it turned out to be chaotic and all.
ruz had to hide in the black toilet..
she was like damn scared.
me steph michelle tsin ning and maria had to accompany her inside there.
LOL.

seniors and ex seniors gave their feedback and comments..
you should know wad they would say.
but it was ok i guess..
gotta learn to get used to it.

had lunch opposite sch.
was totally drenched by the rain.
came back..
left sch for chalet at around2 plus.
reached there at 3 plus..

settled down then at 4, we had to split our group into two.
all group As will have to cook fried rice for some cooking competition.
then all group Bs will have to do our group flag.
i was in group B.. yup.

had like 1 1/2 hours to do tht..
played taiti the remaining time we had, together with group 5.
after tht had dinner.

at 8pm..
we were told to set up the water bomb game.
the monkey family together with tsin ning went to bungalow B's kitchen to do it.
it started to get a little boring..
so i saw one of the plastic bags which had a little bit of water in it.
just so happen claire wass beside me..
so i poured the water on her..
haha.. so funny..
then we started playing and playing.
the whole kitchen was flooded.

claire then wanted to test the water bomb.
so i allowed her to try it on me.
damn pain la.
and i got really wet.

we brought all the water bombs outside.
then..
we started to play! wahahahaha..
so fun la.. i got totally wet.
at least claire not so bad.

after tht got them to gather there.
then the game started!
lucky the rain stopped for awhile. if not we won't get to play it.
so fun la!

after the game ended.
yinghua asked all of us to go bathe.
me and claire continued to play.. =)
she is officially my water bomb buddy.
everyone's going to queue up for the toilet.
so me, claire, shin ling, hui ling, maria, michelle continued to play.
joan and steph even worse.
took the big pail to splash.
LOL. it was damn fun.
after it all ended.. we went into the kitchen to clear.
but we ended up playing again.
whee.. haha so fun.

the eight of us bathed together in the toilet. haha..
break the record.
obviously we didn take out our clothes la.

slept at 1 plus am.
before tht mrs joseph gave us a talk on sch rules again.
almost fell asleep.

today..
woke up at 7am.
packed up stuffs and ate breakfast.
i personally didnt want to eat breakfast..
after tht i think yinghua got a little pissed at the se 1s and 2s.
so she ordered the sec 1s to finish eating the bee hoon.
and u know wad we had to eat?
tht kuay too pat. the rice thingy tht always comes with satay.
and it was alot ok.
damn disgusting la.
i almost puked.
nvr ate so much rice in my life.
everyone ate like only 4 or 5.
i ate like 9 la.
but steph worse la.. ate more than 15.

well overall it was fun.
especially the water bomb part. hehehe..

2006-12-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 9.45am.
suddenly ruz called me..
telling me tht i had to go for the meeting in school..
haiz.. no one told me..
well actually my grp leader forgot to tell me michelle and olivia..
so we all came late.

well something unusual happened in school today..
totally shocking..
shall not talk about it.
yah then we were selected to sort of facilitate in the games for prefects camp next tues.
for the first 2 hours..
its gonna be fun.. LOL.
imagine playing a game with 100++ prefects..
gonna be chaotic..

yup.. discussed about the games till 12.45..
went to eat lunch with the monkey family at macs.. me maria olivia and michelle..
during lunch discussed more..

well i hope its going to be fun.. the bonding session/chalet.
after tht went home..
babysat cousin again..
then went rollerblading while he was sleeping.
yupp.. and i watched my chi show again..

and michael got the new phone i wanted!!! tht is so unfair!!
well i just realised i can't change my phone..
cuz not even one year yet.. AHHH.. not fair.... ):
tht was random.. haha

thts my day.. boring right.. heh.
christmas's next week.. can't wait..
one year has just passed again..
soon i'll be sec 3.. feel so old..
then sec 4.. then JC..
time just flies so fast.
slow down mann..

2006-12-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

hello...

had piano in the morning.. went quite well..
it was very sunny and nice then..

came back..
watched 'the devil wears prada'..
then rotted at home.

ate lunch..
then watched 'sukob'.
scary show mann..
heh.

then rotted somemore at home..
yupp..
and it has been raining on and off since afternoon..
haiiz..
wad a boring day!
don't know wad i'll be doing tonight.. lol.

you start talking to me on msn again.. heh.
after being MIA for a long time.. wth.

2006-12-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

hey!

haha changed skin again..
ppl said the tagboard was small..
ah well.. i liked this one..

anyway..
today my toddler cousin came.
was assigned to take care of him.
he's such a spoilt brat.
got a kiddy 'x-box'.. like wth.
games like winnie the pooh.. the train cartoon.. and other stuffs.

and i have to do everything for him.
but he's kinda independent for his age though.
can bathe himself.. can change himself etc..
its cute and amazing to see a 3 1/2 year old kid doing tht.. haha..

watched 'stay alive' while he was sleeping..
after tht got to change shift with my sis and bro.. haha.
got to use the com for awhile..

he already went home.. so yah.
im free! haha..
going to watch 'devil wears prada' later.
tmr gotta go for piano at 8.45am!
argh.. another early morning..

gtg! cya!

2006-12-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

hey..

went to angela's house today.
finally finished the book!! mann.. it took us two whole days to do it..
whoots.

left her houes at about 4pm.
by the time we reached the bus stop.. it rained! heavily!
damn.. we were stranded at the bus stop.. cold and wet.
one effing car drove pass and got us all wet.

waited there till 4.30.. until angela's sis brought umbrellas for us.
yup. thanks christina! =)
after tht went east point for awhile..
then to tm.
bought christmas pressies..

went hunting for natasha's new shoe for christmas.
she ah.. so fussy.
'no this one so plain!' 'no this one the heels too high!' 'no this one not nice colour!' etc.
like wth.. heh.
the shoes were nice k..
fussy girl..

reached home at 6.45pm.
tmr i'll be free.. yupp..
going to watch my super ex girlfriend later.
didnt manage to watch it yst. lol.

2006-12-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

hey..

today was a niceeeee day!!!
haha..
went to church in the morning..
usual. RG church choir sucked. lol.
they took over our slot today.. cuz many of our choir members were on hol.
they kinda sucked..
alot. ok maybe a little.

i thought youth choirs should be much better..
well.. heh.
after church went to singapore cricket club to eat lunch with my godma and my mum's godma.. and they are both sisters btw. haha.
we went in the guest place.. cool mann..
ours is air conditioned.. XD

ate steak! yummy..
had pizzas too..
and fruit punch.
yupp.. nice lunch indeed.. lol.
then ate deserts while the adults (including my grandma) went to the casino.
wow i tell u my grandma is lucky mann..
she played with $2 and earned $20.
wonder why she didn want to play somemore. lol..

chatted at the cafe area..
till like 3 plus..
then came home.
watched 'john tucker must die'.
damn funny show..

going to watch 'my super ex-girlfriend' later..
yupp..
so tht's my day.

and stacy im not being depressed or wad.. i was saying the truth. ahh well. i shall just stop saying stuffs about band now. i don't want it to spoil my mood!

2006-12-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

hey!

im bored mann..
been rotting at home.
well today had piano.

finally got to play other pieces besides my exam pieces.
but all the sonatas and fugues etc for my grade all so difficult..
it'll take a long time to play it properly..
lol.. well at least its better than my exam pieces.

anyway.. after piano came home.
watched ant bully..
after eating dinner watched singapore dreaming.
nice show..
typical singapore scene.. lol.

tmr got church..
yupp.
don't have to go up tmr..
yay. haha..

well.. recently heard the juniors saying skip two's very nice now etc..obviously its bcuz he was there to make it better.. its like.. he comes one day and changes the whole feel, making it so much more better.. and i have been trying again and again to finish the song. im such a failure. wad i do doesn seem to pay off.. guess they really chose the wrong junior conductress. i really don't want to continue having this post for the next two years. i can just die. i've tried so hard..
but it doesn match up to wad he does and wad he expects. i really don't know wad to do.
i love pb.. but id rather have no post.. than have one but doing it lousy. being in pb is the best thing tht happened to me.. well sort of.. but the stress lvl for me is way higher than anything else. i don't know wad will happen to me next year. will i quit? or will i stay on suffering there? the passion has always been 100%. but i can't continue on doing something i don't like. but who knows.. maybe i won't get tht student conductress post. so yah.